Dusty Dog Reviews
The whole project is hip, anti-academic, the poetry of reluctant grown-ups, picking noses in church. An enjoyable romp! Though also serious.

Nick DiSpoldo, Small Press Review (on "Children, Churches and Daddies," April 1997)
Children, Churches and Daddies is eclectic, alive and is as contemporary as tomorrow's news.



Children, Churches and Daddies Collection Volume

Volume Number 2



the cc&d ezine is a collection of work from the print magazine. cc&d has been around for two years and is always looking for poetry, prose and artwork.

all questions, comments and submissions can be sent to: ccandd96@aol.com

thanks, and enjoy reading!


recyclable glass, by mark blickley

email ccandd96@aol.com for a full version of this story.


avitar of despair, by larry blazek

Have you ever stood at the edge of a roof

and wonder how it must feel to fall

did you ever stand upon a gallows

and never finish feeling it all

I am Despair

I bring you heartache

I feed you bitter wine

I feel sorrow

when I feel desire

your life is better without mine

I walk in darkness

I dare the lightning

I am terrible to behold

my eyes are empty

and my heart is cold

you'll never melt

my heart with teardrops

those that die young

will never grow old


christmas eve, by Janet Kuypers

we made dinner

fetuccini alfredo

with chicken and duck

vegetables

bread

we ate

couldn't finish everything

we were putting on our coats

getting ready to go

to midnight mass

i decided to pack up

our leftovers

give them

to some homeless people

on the main street

we got in the car

and drove

to broadway and berwyn

i got out of the car

walked over to a man there

asked him if he was hungry

i got the bowl of noodles

and the gallon of milk

out of the car

another man walked over to me

i told them to promise

that they would share

i got in the car

we were just driving

and all i could think of

was these two men

in the cold

eating pasta with their fingers

on Christmas Eve



dad's transition, by mary winters

At first - glad to see him

cbeause she missed him:

why she opened up the coffin

to take a look at dad. Mom

looked too - made sure

he wore his wedding ring.

Funeral home helped raise the

lid - proud of its work:

eyelids sewed shut, neat;

hands symmetrically folded.

He looks os rested, so

relaxed, they said -

ten years younger.

Nice suit you picked, said

Aunt - wonder if he's got his

shoes on where we can't see.

Later - glad she didn't touch

his face; just poked his wig.

Dad's first night underground -

was it anything like the

first day home from the

hospital with a new baby:

sense of forever, a fate.



mini skirts hollywood 1968, by mike lazarchuk

Up ahead

3 young ladies parade

The Walk Of Fame jiving

Very playfully and

Quite lively.

My striken senses

Start and break.

Boy, can that flesh move!

Following them I imagine

The pulse within their wombs

Giving birth to me.

L.A's finest pumping over

Rosco Arbuckle's tarnished star

Not bothering to look down,

Because they don't care about

Silent movie scandals or Coke bottles,

Not these 3 shimmering

Gregarious gypsies showing

Hollywood Boulevard all

That nylon covered leg,

Wearing such modern shoes.



a stand-off, by paul weinman

As the Serbs and Croats

shoot each other, Fat Free

mayonnaise is shipped to Somalia.

The message from the other side

of my Sat. morning bed ...

deals with chronic unemployment.

"Why?" she writes on new tissue.

"Why is it that you can be so hard?"

So difficult to get to discuss

that we didn't last night?

I think of the Pennant Race

Stock Market's slow decline.


coslow's, by Janet Kuypers

I am back

at my old college

hang-out

years later

sharing some beers

with an old friend

then i remember

being there

with a friend

who used to

work there

she told me about the

women's bathroom

in all my years

I had never

been there

she said

women write on the wall

at the left

of the stall

women write

that they've been raped

they name names

there were arrows

pointing

to other women's

messages

saying

"i've heard this before"

first names

last names

when she told me

of this

years ago

i walked in

read the names

and wrote down one

of my own

i forgot about that wall

until now

and i am back

just yards away

from the

bathroom door

i get up

walk

open the door

years later

all the names are still there

jake jay josh larry matt scott

i can even still see

my own writing

it didn't take long

to find it




intro to urban, by pete cholewinski

The suburbs were static-

manicured hedges,

monochrome mall rats,

homogeneous housing

seeking conformity.

But from this rooftop cafe,

I watch the city pulsate

like skyscraper light tidalwaves

roaring with blue haired ladies

who walk killer yip yip dogs,

with muscular basslines

that throb like erections from car stereos,

with open mic poetry,

with acid jazz,

el train rumbles,

and flapping flocks of pigeons-

an urban orchestra.

I came to this alien landscape

of japanese animation, barrio murals,

project graffiti, and gallery exhibitions

to walk rainbow streets

and take a hit on the blunt of life.


her story - he story, by john alan douglas

The best possible chronicler of men

over the ages would be women,

for they have suffered men.

The best possible chronicler of women

over the ages would be men,

for they have suffered women.

Then let the scars sing.


death, by Janet Kuypers

when he was a child, a little boy, he

would walk through the living room

over and over again

he would see the book on the shelf

a science book, a volume

from a set: a book about

how the world works

once he looked though the pages

found a drawing about the life

of planet earth, how it was

formed, how eventually the

temperature would rise, all life

on earth would eventually die

and reading that it was

millions of years away didn't help

with the fear, the instant panic:

so he took the book, hid the

one volume from the rest,

so he wouldn't have to see it

when he walked through his

own living room



her..., by ben ohmart

She wasn't ugly because of any kind of looks, but it's difficult for a 14

year old girl, just discovering that she's that much more sexually superior

to men, to get away from the fact that there is a huge birthmark on her neck

in the shape of a size 6 shoe print.

Tlintha would go to school, huddle within her frothing friends of

bad-teethed, wobbling humanoids who couldn't get a date combined if they'd

each put up a forth of a guy, so the fact that she was always teased about

getting an early hold on the psychological tendencies of spinsterhood,

because of those high-collared shirts, was lessened when she'd hold her

straight posture up next to Margerine Tumduldle who had the hair crop of a

black bear.

The incident came like most do about the cruelty of a childhood. Some guys

coaxed a track jock into leading her on. Puppies are led when you've got

food. Tlintha was ready, after a week of this, to be asked out, forgetting

her own deformity in the midst of ideals, but what the track star did was

send her, on Valentine's Day, a bouquet of the finest Jordan hightops that

would fit in a flower basket. She turned like the song a whiter shade of

pale, and taking the paper book cover from her Life Science book, hid her

neck with a deeper layer.

After that, it was easy to stand out, overlooking the cars. Hoping. Just

waiting.

Finally a good specimen came along, and she waited for the invite.

"Would you like a lift?" a man in straw hat and guttural language asked.

She'd never seen him before so answered, "Yeah!"

After fifty miles, the love of the tragedy wore off and Tlintha was looking

at the road stops with a passionate squirm. She thought she'd been behaving

fine up to here, so said, "Can we stop?"

No answer, and fifty more miles were gone before she sprinkled the car seat

with little girl juice. It's hard to find a willing school, Tlintha thought,

this much closer.

He didn't say a word about the wet spots, dragging her up, binding the

wrists, and pulling her by the head up the back steps. Farm country. No one

would bother them.

She was in a chair. Calendars from 40 years past cluttered every inch of

kitchen space, but it felt good looking at the still scenery. The windows

were painted in model paints, the kind used for doing model cars, ships, and

the girl knew because most of the plastic parts were stuck to the dead

windows, as if being just beyond salvation, but almost.

The man took off his hat, and had fuzzy ears. "I used to have a little girl

like you," he said, explaining no further, but they were only words. He

thought she expected them of him. Her dress was up before she had time to

find the humor, the delight in what was about to happen. The man flabbed her

legs, stuffing the puffy socks deep into her black shoes held to the feet

with fake-jewel studded Velcro pieces. The left looked...

Taking a sword from the utensil cabinet, a rather long utensil cabinet, he

began to probe the fleshy part of her leg with the handle, tapping it out

almost like some kind of cigarette.

Needle, Tlintha should've thought.

The blade sliced as fine as a stitch pulled out of a wound, but he wasn't

about to let the first drop be wasted to an unappreciative floor. No, he'd

had too much of that already.

The suck was great, and he kept his mouth around the base of her fleshy

ankle underside until his sinuses demanded he come up for air through the

mouth. Only thing that didn't make it perfect, that bothered him was that she

never screamed. Oh, sure, the basic yell after the prick, or the slice

through the flesh, but not much satisfaction after the fact. It would have to

work later. But then.....!

"You don't have AIDS!" It was a question as soon as he thought it, but

Tlintha was insulted, and refused. There was nothing he could do to coax her,

what did she have to lose? But over the next three days he ceased to care.

The way to go, was The way to go, and they became fast friends as he probed

every vein she had to give.

He had to untie her during the second week, he had no information to go on

about what happened to them at this stage, didn't they all die by this point?

But the Red Cross freebies he'd all sent away for had all said the same thing

anyway. You constrict, it lessens the flow of blood. But still she helped

with the cooking. For as long as the fainting spells stayed away.

But the frequency was more and more, and now the couch seemed like the

safest place. He'd always honored her statement about keeping the lace

turtleneck around her back neck regions, but it was becoming serious.

Tlintha's body was a sack of black slits and scabby cuts that wouldn't heal

back together for all the E in the world, and the pussy was just out of the

question. By the time he was warned of her little woman's period, most of the

good stuff was gone. It was no use. He had to go in through the neck.

Waiting til night, the man thought it would be better on her. The old house

creaked with a farmhouse's personality, but little girls sleep sound, don't

they? he wondered. Slipping into the den, he cursed himself for not taking

her by surprise during the last month. He'd forgotten how she slept off the

faints..

Boxes of cereal were the only garbage around, but many. Still, they hardly

made a sound when crunched; nothing in them anymore. The man came up. Hand

was to her clothed neck, and he peeled back, excited for the rush that was

there. The unexplored territory that would combine them to that kind of lover

again, without the horrendous need of a fuck. It would be a -

He saw the heelprint. Took a few steps, and wondered. The moonlight through

a chip in the model paint was the only thing keeping his high eyebrows from

being.. nothing. Like the question of if a tree falls in the woods...

Tlintha yawned and stretched the tight covers back, wondering at the air

that was all around her. Helping her up and into the new morning that was her

world, and licked lips for the Frosted Flakes soon to come.

The street was bare, and she didn't understand. In a mattress, in the middle

of nowhere. A two-laned street at best. She was in shock. Shock for.. however

long it was. Didn't feel used. Couldn't think about where the nearest bus

stop was, which was counties away.


i happen to work near two, by mary winters

highly emotional, talkative people.

It's like having the radio on

all day - there they are

in the background making sound.

More like a soap opera, really.

I overhear recitations of grievances:

their pland to return defective

clothing at lunch. Their ongoing duel

with the electric company. Re-enactments

of phone calls with soon-to-be-ex-friends.

Rehearsals of dreaded of longed-for

encounters with parents, spouses.

Highly colored descriptions of our boss.

They cannot get a cup of coffee

from the cafeteria without spending

fifteen minuted describing some trivial

non-event of their trip, though I have

noticed it is extremelt difficult

for either of them to answer

a direct question. Sometimes

I'm interested in what they're saying -

I like them both - but they remind me of

a computer I read about in a spy book

set "too deep" that always provided

too much detail. The art of summary

is unknown to them; they do not

sort or discern. I used to take part

in their conversation; I'd go home

exhausted with nothing to show for it.

Which is my basic problem with their

constant talk - what's the pay-off?

It cannot save us from our real lives.



decorating the lockers, by Janet Kuypers

Days when we sat in the gold gym,

Friday afternoons, hot Indian summer

days. Days with a pep assembly,

there would be a contest, which

grade could cheer the loudest?

Those were the days when the

cheerleaders lead us on in school

spirit, and we wished the football team

luck in the evening's game. The

cheerleaders even decorated the

lockers for each football player the

night before a game. Streamers. Signs.

I think of this now, one of those

players went professional, maved

across the country, made it big.

Had a friend from high school visit.

And they drove out on a road together;

could they still hear the cheering, the

screaming, faster and faster, down the

road, they're winning the big game,

faster and faster, then black.

The hero walked away from the twisted

mangled wreck, to find his friend

could'nt hear the cheering. No one

assembles for him now, for the loss

of his friend. Why did the hero get

all the attention?

There was no screaming, just the

low, dull moan in his head as he

ended his own suffering, his own guilt.

And we assembled again once more

for him, this time not on a sunny

Friday afternoon, not anticipating

something. The anticipation is gone.

All we can cling to are the lockers

covered in streamers, the cheering.


apple pie, by john sweet

the body

is dug up

on a cloudless

summer afternoon

the sun

shining down

on the field

without mercy

a black

teenager

naked

half his face

gone

where the dogs

attacked

hands tied

behind his back

bullet

in the base

of his skull

this is

baseball

hot dogs

apple pie

and

chevrolet

tell your

children

and see what

thet learn


even if they're eating seeds i put out, by mary winters

I am a mild-mannered, slow-

moving person and I have

an amazing rapport with animals.

Dogs, hamsters, even fish.

(Not horses because I don't think

they're particularly bright;

you're standing beside them

and they lose their focus

for a moment, a thousand

pounds lands on you.)

Last summer our neighbor's cat

came to our yard when

they were doing errands.

I told Ralph if he was lonesome

he could stay with us;

why didn' he lie down

on the drivewaywhere it was warm

and take a nap. Which he did,

you should have seen

the look on my husband's face.

But I have scared millions

of birds into flight.

Crows, blue jays, cowbirds

- something about my presence.

Off they go.

Just my face at the window.


day lily, by michael estabrook

I think the duck is frozen

into the ice over the lake.

Perhaps it fell asleep, stupid

duck, overnight and the ice

closed in around it, trapping

it. But no, it stretches out

its pretty wings, flutters

them, stands up and waddles

away, annoyed, glancing

back at me, as I shuffle

gingerly towards it trying not

to slip and fall down. If it

could talk I suspect it would

say, "thanks for bothering

me, ass-hole. Can't you see I

was as conmfortable as a day

lily on a sunny spring day?"


black water lily, by larry blazek

The flower of injustice

grows best

on the side of tyranny

that lapps the shore

of the isle

consisting of the defiled

and rotting remains of innocents

deceived, disarmed, shot in the back, and piled.

Americans, take no pride

What have you done to stem this tide?

The Nazi, dictator, and Communist

foul deeds turn our stomachs

in disgust

gaze upon

an Indian reservation

19th century massacre

present indignation

They came here

They learned from us


all the gloves in the apartment, by lyn lifshin

Coiled in drawers,

a few pinned into

a mate, most

abandoned or

stuffed into

the dark. Silks,

cotton, leather.

73 pair of white

you can see have

been around.

Suede like skin,

discarded or

rlpped away.

The gloves take

the shape of

where fingers

were crushed

or reached, the

scents: Joy

perfume, Jolie

Madame, moth

balls on wool

in rain. No

light's touched

much of what

folds in on

itself. Lace

and button

imprints like

fossils, wait

like believers

for the mesiah,

a second coming,

for air that

will rise them

up, fill them



ikebana, by Janet Kuypers

Rolled up sleeves,

Dark denim, strings pulled

At the buttons

Your hands, the

Rough edges, the nails

Jagged, not cut

Your fingers, I've

Noticed them: one has

A long scar

Along the tip, and

Your skin is rough

Along the nails

Your hands, they're

Skilled hands of an

Artist at work:

And like a

Conductor, you

Orchestrate

Bring beauty

From the dying

Flowers at

The table. They

Line up quickly,

At attention:

Fall into

Place so gracefully.

You create

Symphonies,

Move mountains, Seas

Part for you.

You can do

Anything. I

See that now.

You must be

My savior. Let me

Follow you.

Let me create

Beauty in your

Name, let me

Feel your power.

It's all in your

Hands, your heart,

Your mind:

I've seen you stop

Wars, feed the

Hungry. Why are

You so strong? Why

Are your flowers

So beautiful



all women have secrets, by paul weinman

I throw back my shoulders

and stand up straight

just like my mom sued of ask.

But now, you're about to leave

walk away with what held me together.

How was I to know how to listen?

How to hear words of feelings? Needs?

I can press with the best

stand in a storm for hours

done three women in a day, twice.

Come back, hold my bowed head.

Weakness is my strength.

All women have secrets and here is mine.


bronx halt, by mark sonnenfeld

i don't remember

a wood cemetery there - is it bitter

simply

requestion the relative contact - after

reburial

gets me wondering - what

i still want to know

about soybean

fields, about wills

residents, who handle names, addresses

claim a reclusive retirement

in a potter's field


Nick DiSpoldo, Small Press Review (on "Children, Churches and Daddies," April 1997)

Kuypers is the widely-published poet of particular perspectives and not a little existential rage, but she does not impose her personal or artistic agenda on her magazine. CC+D is a provocative potpourri of news stories, poetry, humor, art and the "dirty underwear" of politics.
One piece in this issue is "Crazy," an interview Kuypers conducted with "Madeline," a murderess who was found insane, and is confined to West Virginia's Arronsville Correctional Center. Madeline, whose elevator definitely doesn't go to the top, killed her boyfriend during sex with an ice pick and a chef's knife, far surpassing the butchery of Elena Bobbitt. Madeline, herself covered with blood, sat beside her lover's remains for three days, talking to herself, and that is how the police found her. For effect, Kuypers publishes Madeline's monologue in different-sized type, and the result is something between a sense of Dali's surrealism and Kafka-like craziness.

Debra Purdy Kong, writer, British Columbia, Canada
I like the magazine a lot. I like the spacious lay-out and the different coloured pages and the variety of writer's styles. Too many literary magazines read as if everyone graduated from the same course. We need to collect more voices like these and send them everywhere.

Ed Hamilton, writer

#85 (of children, churches and daddies) turned out well. I really enjoyed the humor section, especially the test score answers. And, the cup-holder story is hilarious. I'm not a big fan of poetry - since much of it is so hard to decipher - but I was impressed by the work here, which tends toward the straightforward and unpretentious.
As for the fiction, the piece by Anderson is quite perceptive: I liked the way the self-deluding situation of the character is gradually, subtly revealed. (Kuypers') story is good too: the way it switches narrative perspective via the letter device is a nice touch.

Children, Churches and Daddies.
It speaks for itself.
Write to Scars Publications to submit poetry, prose and artwork to Children, Churches and Daddies literary magazine, or to inquire about having your own chapbook, and maybe a few reviews like these.

Jim Maddocks, GLASGOW, via the Internet

I'll be totally honest, of the material in Issue (either 83 or 86 of Children, Churches and Daddies) the only ones I really took to were Kuypers'. TRYING was so simple but most truths are, aren't they?


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C Ra McGuirt, Editor, The Penny Dreadful Review (on Children, Churches and Daddies)

cc&d is obviously a labor of love ... I just have to smile when I go through it. (Janet Kuypers) uses her space and her poets to best effect, and the illos attest to her skill as a graphic artist.
"I really like ("Writing Your Name"). It's one of those kind of things where your eye isn't exactly pulled along, but falls effortlessly down the poem.
I liked "knowledge" for its mix of disgust and acceptance. Janet Kuypers does good little movies, by which I mean her stuff provokes moving imagery for me. Color, no dialogue; the voice of the poem is the narrator over the film.

Children, Churches and Daddies no longer distributes free contributor's copies of issues. In order to receive issues of Children, Churches and Daddies, contact Janet Kuypers at the cc&d e-mail addres. Free electronic subscriptions are available via email. All you need to do is email ccandd@aol.com... and ask to be added to the free cc+d electronic subscription mailing list. And you can still see issues every month at the Children, Churches and Daddies website, located at http://scars.tv

Also, visit our new web sites: the Art Gallery and the Poetry Page.

Mark Blickley, writer

The precursor to the magazine title (Children, Churches and Daddies) is very moving. "Scars" is also an excellent prose poem. I never really thought about scars as being a form of nostalgia. But in the poem it also represents courage and warmth. I look forward to finishing her book.


MIT Vegetarian Support Group (VSG)

functions:
* To show the MIT Food Service that there is a large community of vegetarians at MIT (and other health-conscious people) whom they are alienating with current menus, and to give positive suggestions for change.
* To exchange recipes and names of Boston area veg restaurants
* To provide a resource to people seeking communal vegetarian cooking
* To provide an option for vegetarian freshmen

We also have a discussion group for all issues related to vegetarianism, which currently has about 150 members, many of whom are outside the Boston area. The group is focusing more toward outreach and evolving from what it has been in years past. We welcome new members, as well as the opportunity to inform people about the benefits of vegetarianism, to our health, the environment, animal welfare, and a variety of other issues.


Gary, Editor, The Road Out of Town (on the Children, Churches and Daddies Web Site)

I just checked out the site. It looks great.

Dusty Dog Reviews: These poems document a very complicated internal response to the feminine side of social existence. And as the book proceeds the poems become increasingly psychologically complex and, ultimately, fascinating and genuinely rewarding.

John Sweet, writer (on chapbook designs)

Visuals were awesome. They've got a nice enigmatic quality to them. Front cover reminds me of the Roman sculptures of angels from way back when. Loved the staggered tire lettering, too. Way cool. (on "Hope Chest in the Attic")
Some excellent writing in "Hope Chest in the Attic." I thought "Children, Churches and Daddies" and "The Room of the Rape" were particularly powerful pieces.

C Ra McGuirt, Editor, The Penny Dreadful Review: cc&d is obviously a labor of love ... I just have to smile when I go through it. (Janet Kuypers) uses her space and her poets to best effect, and the illos attest to her skill as a graphic artist.

Cheryl Townsend, Editor, Impetus (on Children, Churches and Daddies)

The new cc&d looks absolutely amazing. It's a wonderful lay-out, looks really professional - all you need is the glossy pages. Truly impressive AND the calendar, too. Can't wait to actually start reading all the stuff inside.. Wanted to just say, it looks good so far!!!

Dusty Dog Reviews: She opens with a poem of her own devising, which has that wintry atmosphere demonstrated in the movie version of Boris Pasternak's Doctor Zhivago. The atmosphere of wintry white and cold, gloriously murderous cold, stark raging cold, numbing and brutalizing cold, appears almost as a character who announces to his audience, "Wisdom occurs only after a laboriously magnificent disappointment." Alas, that our Dusty Dog for mat cannot do justice to Ms. Kuypers' very personal layering of her poem across the page.


Fithian Press, Santa Barbara, CA
Indeed, there's a healthy balance here between wit and dark vision, romance and reality, just as there's a good balance between words and graphics. The work shows brave self-exploration, and serves as a reminder of mortality and the fragile beauty of friendship.

Mark Blickley, writer
The precursor to the magazine title (Children, Churches and Daddies) is very moving. "Scars" is also an excellent prose poem. I never really thought about scars as being a form of nostalgia. But in the poem it also represents courage and warmth. I look forward to finishing her book.

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Brian B. Braddock, Writer (on 1996 Children, Churches and Daddies)

I passed on a copy to my brother who is the director of the St. Camillus AIDS programs. We found (Children, Churches and Daddies') obvious dedication along this line admirable.

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Brian B. Braddock, Writer (on 1996 Children, Churches and Daddies)

I passed on a copy to my brother who is the director of the St. Camillus AIDS programs. We found (Children, Churches and Daddies') obvious dedication along this line admirable.


Dorrance Publishing Co., Pittsburgh, PA
"Hope Chest in the Attic" captures the complexity of human nature and reveals startling yet profound discernments about the travesties that surge through the course of life. This collection of poetry, prose and artwork reflects sensitivity toward feminist issues concerning abuse, sexism and equality. It also probes the emotional torrent that people may experience as a reaction to the delicate topics of death, love and family.
"Chain Smoking" depicts the emotional distress that afflicted a friend while he struggled to clarify his sexual ambiguity. Not only does this thought-provoking profile address the plight that homosexuals face in a homophobic society, it also characterizes the essence of friendship. "The room of the rape" is a passionate representation of the suffering rape victims experience. Vivid descriptions, rich symbolism, and candid expressions paint a shocking portrait of victory over the gripping fear that consumes the soul after a painful exploitation.

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Paul Weinman, Writer (on 1996 Children, Churches and Daddies)

Wonderful new direction (Children, Churches and Daddies has) taken - great articles, etc. (especially those on AIDS). Great stories - all sorts of hot info!

The magazine Children Churches and Daddies is Copyright � through Scars Publications and Design. The rights of the individual pieces remain with the authors. No material may be reprinted without express permission from the author.

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Okay, it's this simple: send me published or unpublished poetry, prose or art work (do not send originals), along with a bio, to us - then sit around and wait... Pretty soon you'll hear from the happy people at cc&d that says (a) Your work sucks, or (b) This is fancy crap, and we're gonna print it. It's that simple!

Okay, butt-munch. Tough guy. This is how to win the editors over.
Hope Chest in the Attic is a 200 page, perfect-bound book of 13 years of poetry, prose and art by Janet Kuypers. It's a really classy thing, if you know what I mean. We also have a few extra sopies of the book "Rinse and Repeat", which has all the 1999 issues of cc&d crammed into one book. And you can have either one of these things at just five bucks a pop if you just contact us. It's an offer you can't refuse...

Carlton Press, New York, NY: HOPE CHEST IN THE ATTIC is a collection of well-fashioned, often elegant poems and short prose that deals in many instances, with the most mysterious and awesome of human experiences: love... Janet Kuypers draws from a vast range of experiences and transforms thoughts into lyrical and succinct verse... Recommended as poetic fare that will titillate the palate in its imagery and imaginative creations.
Mark Blickley, writer: The precursor to the magazine title (Children, Churches and Daddies) is very moving. "Scars" is also an excellent prose poem. I never really thought about scars as being a form of nostalgia. But in the poem it also represents courage and warmth. I look forward to finishing the book.

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Do you want to be heard? Contact Children, Churches and Daddies about book and chapbook publishing. These reviews can be yours. Scars Publications, attention J. Kuypers - you can write for yourself or you can write for an audience. It's your call...

Dorrance Publishing Co., Pittsburgh, PA: "Hope Chest in the Attic" captures the complexity of human nature and reveals startling yet profound discernments about the travesties that surge through the course of life. This collection of poetry, prose and artwork reflects sensitivity toward feminist issues concerning abuse, sexism and equality. It also probes the emotional torrent that people may experience as a reaction to the delicate topics of death, love and family. "Chain Smoking" depicts the emotional distress that afflicted a friend while he struggled to clarify his sexual ambiguity. Not only does this thought-provoking profile address the plight that homosexuals face in a homophobic society, it also characterizes the essence of friendship. "The room of the rape" is a passionate representation of the suffering rape victims experience. Vivid descriptions, rich symbolism, and candid expressions paint a shocking portrait of victory over the gripping fear that consumes the soul after a painful exploitation.

Dusty Dog Reviews, CA (on knife): These poems document a very complicated internal response to the feminine side of social existence. And as the book proceeds the poems become increasingly psychologically complex and, ultimately, fascinating and genuinely rewarding.
Children, Churches and Daddies. It speaks for itself.

Dusty Dog Reviews (on Without You): She open with a poem of her own devising, which has that wintry atmosphere demonstrated in the movie version of Boris Pasternak's Doctor Zhivago. The atmosphere of wintry white and cold, gloriously murderous cold, stark raging cold, numbing and brutalizing cold, appears almost as a character who announces to his audience, "Wisdom occurs only after a laboriously magnificent disappointment." Alas, that our Dusty Dog for mat cannot do justice to Ms. Kuypers' very personal layering of her poem across the page.
Children, Churches and Daddies. It speaks for itself.

Debra Purdy Kong, writer, British Columbia, Canada (on Children, Churches and Daddies): I like the magazine a lot. I like the spacious lay-out and the different coloured pages and the variety of writer's styles. Too many literary magazines read as if everyone graduated from the same course. We need to collect more voices like these and send them everywhere.
Fithian Press, Santa Barbara, CA: Indeed, there's a healthy balance here between wit and dark vision, romance and reality, just as there's a good balance between words and graphics. The work shows brave self-exploration, and serves as a reminder of mortality and the fragile beauty of friendship.
Published since 1993
No racist, sexist or homophobic material is appreciated; we do accept work of almost any genre of poetry, prose or artwork, though we shy away from concrete poetry and rhyme for rhyme's sake. Do not send originals. Any work sent to Scars Publications on Macintosh disks, text format, will be given special attention over smail-mail submissions. There is no limit to how much you may submit at a time; previously published work accepted.