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    I recall a New Age-y nonfriend of mine saying once that “people will believe something when they’re ready to believe it”. Confrontational by nature, my first thought upon hearing that, was “Oh! So, in other words, as soon as I’m willing to stop being a moron and see it your divine, ego-driven way, I will have arrived, huh?!” What this reaction demonstrates, is Not that I’m an asshole. I am...but rather, it’s the ultimate object lesson in showing, again, the holy rite of Choice. I accept what I accept and that’s what I accept, Popeye, the Sailor Man! Mom nailed it, again: “You can’t change anyone’s mind, unless They Want It Changed.” We buy what we buy. The buffet choices are all ours. You didn’t speak the world into being, nonfriend, but you recreate it every damned day. Reality in the personal, is estian. The universe is therefore estian, for there exists only personal reality.
    That, then, takes cares of my zigging instead of zagging as Carter became Reagan became Bush became Microsoft. As well, it takes care of “all things new are become as dead as Kurt Cobain”, for Time is provably, dimension. As with wearing out shoe leather passing through the other 3, this 4thmeasure wears out our frame. As for The Present, again, “what is, is”. Here we are, and so and so and so and so. This leaves The Reaper and what wagon one falls into, cut wheat. We’re All gonna be Cobain, nonfriend, we just won’t all have dimtwit devotees spazzing over us. Taking Time as 4th dimension and est once more in hand, then, okay, fine! #CROAK&#-35; And the winner is...?
    Belief and conviction and being a stubborn ass, are now useless. The scythe has fallen. est still applies, it cannot help but apply, but what “Is” are we speaking of, that your “is” may work within? To punctuate, I’ll give you a really loose paraphrase on Bertrand Russell: “Either everyone’s guess, re: After Death, is WRONG...or someone’s right.”
    ...and, rather than shove my pie platter of buffet choices at you, I’ll end it there. One thing I’ve found about you humans—press any point on any subject at all, every one of you turns into some sweaty terrorist on 24, who won’t give Jack Bauer the door code. Me, I can only point out that we all do exactly as we like in this Life, that this fact makes every self but Self a fly in the ointment and that whatever you find after your brakes fail, the thief pulls his gun or your chest pain gets 80 times worse for a second, I’m pretty sure you aren’t going to be able to fight it off with the “Nuh-UHHH!!” of the playground.
    I admit, I’m still kind of holding out for Time being a Mobius strip, that we live our known lives infinitely over, as K-Pax detailed so well. I imagine said theory is childish and stupid, but if it isn’t, nonfriend, remember: You Read It Here, Every Time.—CEE, 2/29/12



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