2/1/99
it’s strange how so much of your life can change in such a short amount of time. things can seem all wrong, and when you have an attitude like that they can well, BE all wrong. this week i got a car, i moved, and a had a guy tell me that he would like to think of me as his girlfriend.
i think i told john, that is the guy, that sometimes things happen and you can’t quite explain how it all goes, and i am used to discounting all that, like when the good happens i just think that it was some fluke or something. i was really lucky that beth wanted a roommate and that her needing an apartment a month before i could get one on my own. i was lucky that i was able to decide on a car by having gordon go with me to three dealerships to find out that i had the best deal with the saturn versus the protoge or the civic. and i guess i can also say that i got lucky to find a guy who seems honest, who seems forward, that is tall, that is to me a gentleman, that has talent in playing the guitar.
i’m still working on figuring out the theory of whether or not he is honest. this much i can gather is that he is nice, he has helped me in moving and carrying all my stuff. and he even got me flowers, after 5 days. there were 6 roses. i figured, he got a half dozen, and he told me there were five flowers for the five days we knew each other, and the 6th was just for me, because i deserved it.
okay, maybe he will become a prick, but so far that was a great answer for doing a great thing for me.
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2:36 p.m.
it sucks when you don’t have your own office, because i have no control over what kind of music i want to hear. they are peobably noting that i am typing now, not working on the web site.
piss.
bitch.
so i looked at the original animation, and i noted that the background that is on it is white, so i just made a point to have the background of wherever the globe appeard was white too.
problem solved, so to speak.
this is what you do when you run out of options, and you don’t have any patience and you need to make something up on the fly.
so i thought i’d take a minute and think about john, since i needed a better distraction...
