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Orders

Janet Kuypers
6/7/16

My uncle was a pilot,
and I know he served in the military,
but I don’t know him well enough.
So I only search for the stories
of the pilot with a plane of Plutonium,
dropping the fat boy over Nagasaki.

Because once you’re told what to do
thinking can exit the equation,
since everyone falls back on,
“I was only following orders.”
Because, who needs to question morals
when you have blind obedience.

*

My Netherlands proclaimed neutrality
at the start of World War Two.
Germany invaded anyway,
and only one day later
Dutch forces surrendered.
Germany then deported the Jews —

but not without the help
of the Dutch police. You know, the Dutch
had one of the highest levels
of collaboration with Nazi Germany.
Because if you can’t beat them,
join them. And just follow orders.

But still, I think of my ancestors,
Petronella, Johanna, Heusden natives
helping the resistence.
They were killed for saving lives.
That’s what you get for having beliefs;
for not following orders.

*

And yeah, when I was raised
I did what I was told, I didn’t get
in trouble, I was a good little girl.
And what did it get me, a life
of doing what I was told to do.
Until I was left with one war, one voice.

But that one voice was only my own,
and I no longer had any orders —
just a deafening silence in my effort
to pick up the pieces, so I could have
my own justice, on my own terms,
in my own time. And still I fight —

I wonder if the battle will kill me.
I just don’t know how long
I’ll be able to fight an uphill battle
when the cards are perpetually
stacked against me
and I’m left to fight all alone.

You try to do things on your own,
but the political pundits say one thing
and the talking heads say another.
But you’ve gained the brains
and after all this time
you should know by now

that you’re making the choices now.
You don’t have to follow orders any more.



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