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Marilyn Monroe Falling Through the Cracks

Janet Kuypers
7/22/16 (based on the Fall 1996 poem “marilyn monroe’s sex life”)

some people would have
called me a slut
I prefer a vixen

Personally, I don’t think
I was doing anything wrong
I had it all
men adored me

most men would have done
the same thing I did
played the field

I wasn’t even looking for sex
just companionship

I changed my name
got rid of the old boring me
‘til I was “new and improved”

changed whatever I could about me
‘til I couldn’t recognize myself any longer

and I had the fame
I had the wealth, the looks
everything

I wore those stiletto heels
I stepped over the cracks
that could have sent me tumbling

why would I want one man
keeping me in place
maybe I’d borrow a man’s arm
to help me step over
those cracks on my way,
but what if I wanted to see
a bit more of life
through the eyes of other people —
why am I resented for that?

so I start seeing my ex again
and another ex
and a new guy
and another

you know, most men
would normally love to have
a no-strings attached relationship
with a woman

why couldn’t that happen with me
why is it people
become obsessed with me

this person I’ve created,
this person that isn’t me:
is what I’ve created
really that famous,
that perfect?

I have rejected some men
so many times
they had to pick up their ego
from between he cracks
of the dirty floor,
but they keep coming back
telling me they love me
wanting me to love them back

I know I brought this upon myself
I wanted to go on this wild ride

but I don’t know how much facial cream
I can use to keep hiding those cracks
forming around my eyes,
I know I say “keep smiling”
but those deep lines
around this “vivacious smile”
are now cracks in my armor,
growing deeper and deeper
with every milestone I reach

I know I brought this upon myself
I wanted to go on this wild ride
but I didn’t want to carry any baggage

I thought I could make the men
carry it for me

and it seems that my bags
are getting heavier
and it seems that the bags
under my eyes
won’t go away anymore

those bags are getting heavier,
there are more cracks in the road

and everything now is so heavy



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