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Under My Skin - poems from Janet Kuypers

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Chapter 48 (v2)

Quivering against the Invading Enemy

Janet Kuypers
1/20/17

Watching from afar,
I was unable to remove
the things from within
my mother’s human skin.

The skin that held together
the woman who took care
of her husband and
her five children.

The skin that held together
after the first invasion
under her skin, battling
breast cancer, cervical cancer.

I’ve learned the science —
it’s only when certain cells
in the body are changed, and
start to divide uncontrollably

that you arise to destroy us.
Sounds simple enough.
And with just a few
rounds of surgery

you weren’t attacking her
from under her skin anymore.
And after seven years,
she was in the clear

and didn’t need to check
in with the doctor again,
until ten years, she felt tired,
had a fever, and doctors said

it’s funny, with that much
cancer in your history,
it kind of makes sense
that you’d get leukemia.

Funny, isn’t it.

Something managed
to turn some of her cells
into dividing fiends,
so she just got rid of it.

But trying to remove
the devil from your blood
is another evil, insidious,
sticky story altogether.

And she wanted
to fight, but she saw
the way her father
fought cancer for six years,

and she remembered
his agony, and how
in the last two weeks
of his life she wanted

her father to die, just so
he was no longer in pain.
It sounds cruel, but fighting
an enemy in your blood

will make the insane
seem perfectly reasonable.
So remember, expect
nothing less when you’re

suddenly fighting
an enemy from within —
when you’re fighting an enemy
from under your skin.



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