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WELL, SPEAKING OF FLAVORS


by Alice Olds-Ellingson



Itıs good. That tastes good. Iım telling you
about taste when for a few days i was in bad
taste. I reeked of bad taste like making
my aunt and uncle smut of their face
like making with the word vagina and quick
trick self like hurting with the sting flavor
like hurting everybody up to their faces
reeling in cunt words and prick slime
tedious daddy pritche and they were so
sacrosanct these uncle/aunt pair and how i just
reeked of slime and put it all in their innocent
hybrid faces such weird flavors of trick-self
stopped-up by rage really it was rage and how
i could put a flavor of sex out of joint and shove
those foul things of sex all blocked up
of sex in a sling-shot not sex but how
i was a slime because i believed dad was satan
& how i didnıt want to pay for my cunt
being it was only a cunt i didnıt have to take up
the slack of what i was as a person must not be a sling-
shot of a real pernicious cunt and not to pay
daddy for my being a cunt he is not at fault for
having an easy-trespass bank account oh no
i am getting off scot free i donıt owe daddy
daddy for these foldable magic i am schizo feared
i donıt have to shit at all my shit is magic no one
need collect on the new little trick wardrobe
i am supposed to have the clean quim but who cares
about daddy and who cares that he canıt afford dry-clean and his assurance
that i am not just a prick of a needle girl that
i am able to see how i owe money as never before
how much i owe somebody and iıve never been
a good credit risk i am not affordable magic
i am a soul out of work with no free-stipends
& how the double-bind of a girl now damaged
not only by my magical use of dadıs wardrobe
money but now the world is coming to the manıs rescue
and i get appropriately assassination from a mis-guided
but probably i make myself deserving of assassination
by the South Korean vindicative and insane dentist
who doesnıt like herself either and who jest
pops my ugly face full of a whole hole
in the improper place for teeth crimes
and how i deserve this
and how i should pay
and pay and iım not laing the R.D. laing
and how i have been not only
not grecian and deserving
of the flavors of trick joy
but am deserving as i penetrate
like a prick the tenor of the vagina
which is the soul of my vagina
and how it is a flavor
of going to the private room



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