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The Final Curtain...?
Pamela Engel
As I lie on the gurnee
of the septic smelling room
I breathe what I feel
to be my last breath
And every bit of energy
is being drawn from my body
My heart races with fury
as I feel it about to explode
The people, they rush about
trying to save my life
The fury I feel isn't at all
the fury I felt when I swallowed
the pills
No, it is the fury to hold on
and to stay alive
I pray to the Lord above
something I don't do often enough
But he answers my prayers
and I am, indeed, alive
I begin to think of those
I'd have left behind
had I succeeded
You're face was one among them
so vivid, so clear
I am ever so grateful
that I am here at this moment
You were there for me then
but who would be here for you
today?
