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Upset

Beth Gibson

Locking myself in my room
Making my parents thinking I am going to my doom
Screaming at the top of my lungs
Breaking all the mirrors in my room
I am seriously upset
Flunking a test
Thinking I am below the best
Losing my boyfriend
Losing my best friend
I am upset
Not knowing why
I want to die
Slamming things around my room
Breaking them, glass falls everywhere
Cutting myself
I don't think about the pain
Because I am thinking about something else
I begin to cry
Tears falling from my eye
I stop and think why
Why am I doing this
If I die who will I miss
I will miss my friends, my family, my parents
I don't want to die
I run out of my room
Hugging my mother
Crying on her shoulder
Her arms going around me as a folder
I whisper I am sorry
As I continue to cry
I think I don't want die



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