I’m feeling like an ocean behind me
but I’m not sure its reality or my doubt
I’m still fearing that I’ll be drowned
I can’t swim, ‘cause I feel I’m enervated
I’m feeling like rolling stones chasing me
but I’m not sure its reality or my doubt
I’m still fearing that I’ll be crushed
I can’t run ‘cause I feel their inevitability
like a juggernaut
I’ve no time to see a dream
‘cause I’m so busy in life and love
so busy in love and work
and I’m afraid of fragility
once slept, I’ll never wake up
I’ve nothing to prove my true love
’cause I’m so bewildered in the trends
tired from the chase of mirage and
now mortality told me, “I’m your next destiny”
untidy, horrible claws of a huge monster in front of my eyes
not giving me a chance to look at the world for the last time
