It must have been
the Vicodin
that made it
asleep
I thought
of every
sexual
encounter
my head is numb
my mind is
racing
slit skirts
high heels
the night we
fucked
in the Oldsmobile
I’d give anything
for an 18 year old
hard-on again
one that can
drive nails
through
teak
looking
at it
shriveled
reminds me
of
a tortoise
hiding in it’s shell
“WAKE UP YOU FUCKING COWARD!!”
I just keep telling
her
it’s not you baby
it’s just the vicodin