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Daughter to Mother



Jacqueline M. West



You went temporarily blind

somewhere in the Black Hills.

July 1989:

Through two days of driving

you dozed in the passenger seat,

dried contacts sticking to your eyes,

and woke with sclera pink as candy,

lids limned with saline, matted and swollen.

In the damp darkness

we came to the campground,

and you had to be led from car to tent.

I, the only other “lady” in our family,

took you to the Ladies’ Room;

waited, as you had always done

beside the sinks, keeping up a flow of talk

for you to follow like a string.

Then I brought you back to bed

through the obstacle course of trailers and grills,

smug in my needful function.



I was nine.

We had reversed.



Once I was no more of you

than an eyelash, a strand of hair;

a minute Eve stemmed from your surplus.

Your need splits the last root.

I can hear you sigh behind me,

watching one rebellious leg

run off on its own.

I am still yours,

still something I’ve stolen.




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