down in the dirt
winter tears fall
Pull the static by its wire
Only navigating around life
Such intricate organisms
An airliner stains the sky as gentle voices wander along the cement sidewalk. Blank canvas eyes stare at the faded yellow house across the avenue as street lamps sing a quiet song in the early evening. He looks booth ways as she asks him about something. A puzzle piece answer and she smiles, he carries video cases in his hand. He unlocks the automobile and she climbs in back. I watch them go, aware that some memories are similar to land-mines.
easy
In an obscure little part of the city, a place which rarely received any visitors, Adam, a man of forty, stood before what appeared to be an old and rusty office building. It was easy to overlook the building in all its shabbiness but Adam knew what precious secrets lay within. His lips curled into a slight smile as he pushed open the front door and stepped in.
I met this strange fellow just a few minutes ago. I was walking down the street and suddenly, this guy grabs my left arm and whispers in my ear about some place where one finds a secret. I asked him: “What secret?” He replied: “Anyone you have.”
It’s a mystery and a journey into the unknown, exciting and adventurous. I’m going to a strange place, I think. Yet he takes me into the cafeteria across the street. I’m disappointed and I tell him.
We drink coffee. He has his black and I take mine regular. We talk about nothing much for a few hours. I tell him about myself and he listens. One thing about this guy-he’s a terrific listener. Well, I tell him a lot. And from time to time I say: “I’d give anything to touch my soul.”
I feel unreal. Maybe I’m nuts. I mean, no one vanishes 1-2-3 when he’s sitting next to you in a cafeteria. Am I seeing things? Was the stranger a figment of my imagination? Or was he real and did he actually vanish? But no one vanishes in a fraction of a second.
Now, I travel on a mystical path through a mysterious labyrinth. Perhaps, I am dreaming, for events flow into other fluid events in a rapid stream of phantasmagoria and...on one side of reality, I see the enchanting weirdo waving to me, blessing me with majestic words of hope and redemption, and on the other side of reality I see a team of strangers still struggling to resurrect me. Whom shall I join?
Dr. Mel Waldman is a licensed New York State psychologist and a candidate in Psychoanalysis at the Center for Modern Psychoanalytic Studies (CMPS). He is also a poet, writer, artist, and singer/songwriter. After 9/11, he wrote 4 songs, including Our Song, which addresses the tragedy. His stories have appeared in numerous literary reviews and commercial magazines including HAPPY, SWEET ANNIE PRESS, POETICA, CHILDREN, CHURCHES AND DADDIES and DOWN IN THE DIRT (SCARS PUBLICATIONS), PBW, NEW THOUGHT JOURNAL, THE BROOKLYN LITERARY REVIEW, HARDBOILED, HARDBOILED DETECTIVE, DETECTIVE STORY MAGAZINE, ESPIONAGE, and THE SAINT. He is a past winner of the literary GRADIVA AWARD in Psychoanalysis and was nominated for a PUSHCART PRIZE in literature. Periodically, he has given poetry and prose readings and has appeared on national T.V. and cable T.V. He is a member of Mystery Writers of America, Private Eye Writers of America, American Mensa, Ltd., and the American Psychological Association. He is currently working on a mystery novel inspired by Freuds case studies. Who Killed the Heartbreak Kid?, a mystery novel, was published by iUniverse in February 2006. It can be purchased at www.iuniverse.com/bookstore/, www.bn.com, at , and other online bookstores or through local bookstores. Some of his poems have appeared online in THE JERUSALEM POST. Dark Soul of the Millennium, a collection of plays and poetry, was published by World Audience, Inc. in January 2007. It can be purchased at www.worldaudience.org, www.bn.com, at , and other online bookstores or through local bookstores. A 7-volume short story collection was published by World Audience, Inc. in May 2007 and can also be purchased online at the above-mentioned sites. I AM A JEW, a book in which Dr. Waldman examines his Jewish identity through memoir, essays, short stories, poetry, and plays, was published by World Audience, Inc. in January 2008.
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StratosphereJane Stuart
Snowflakes
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Wanna Hear Something WeirdDudley LaufmanHow about she’s your corner in a quadrille set and you can tell by the way she squeezes your hand on the promenade. You ask her for the next dance and after take her to her seat and she pats the one beside. You ask Where do you live? Would a cup of coffee be possible?
So you follow her down a dirt road and down a dark hallway with her shouting out Do you want to fuck now or after coffee? And then you’re in the kitchen. An old man sitting there in bathrobe, gray hair thinning.
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The Challenger, The King, and the CookLiana Vrajitoru Andreasen
“How are you going to win that contest if you don’t train for it at all?” said the sturdy woman who had been her cooking teacher for years. “Go right away to the Castle and ask for ingredients, and go home and start your practice. If you need any help and advice, you know where to find me.”
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There Are Different WaysGlenn W. Cooper
There are different ways of looking
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Jimmy Dee Likes His GravyDave DelVal
Jimmy Demarco and his family moved to Rye in 1972. It was a month or so after the school year had begun. The Demarcos moved into my friend Sal Tigli’s house down the street. Sal and his family had moved to Florida a few weeks before. Sal’s younger sister Sophia was the first girl whom I had ever kissed. Sophia was really cute. I was sorry to see them leave.
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Birding down the wireKirsten B. Feldman
While I was growing up, I ate breakfast with the chickadees. Usually nuthatches joined us as well, and sometimes a downy woodpecker or a brilliant cardinal. My favorites were the nuthatches making their silly, backward way up and down the tree trunks. Self-absorbed as children often are, I doubt I would have paid them much attention or known one from another if it hadn’t been for my father.
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Priority FlightRichard Vaughn
First-year doctor-in-residence Arch Lamb stared at the artifact of a bygone era—the clear glass airplane filled with colored candy pellets. Of all the nostalgic things his grandfather cherished, this was the most peculiar. But, given Gavin Archibald Lamb’s fascination with flying, not unusual after all. It wasn’t an authentic replica of anything that might fly. Its hollow fuselage with a metal screw cap to hold the sugar treat had a thick rudder and stabilizer, with fat wings that would never lift such a travesty off the ground. Its triviality was a mockery of Lindbergh’s 1927 Spirit of St. Louis monoplane.
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The FestivalMarvin McAtee II
Worthyville is a beautiful town. The birds are always chirping as the sun warms their nests. The lush green grass tends to pop out as if it were painted on a canvas. Every home in the small town is surrounded by a freshly painted white picket fence, and the happy disposition of the locals fits its atmosphere to a tee. To a person driving through it may remind them of a small town from all of those cliché 1950’s sitcoms.
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Blah, blah, blah!Chad Newbill
The academia world suffocates us real folk with fluffy jabber to amuse themselves.
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After BethLaine Hissett-Bonard
“I ’m sorry, Mr. Geary. We couldn ’t save her. ”
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The RingerBarry Davis
Kevin Temple’s obsession with vampires began at an early age.
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The Scales of CausalityAndré Braga CabralYou weigh 100 lbs and discover that if you cleared the doubts about your own existence, you’d weigh only 50. A heavy piece of concrete plummets on your head and you’re under no ceiling. Comatose, you dream of things which never occurred to you (neither in happening nor in thoughts). Your doctor’s expertise is a gift from God, no degrees or cum laudes. The woman who doesn’t let go of your hand holds “ill-WILL” in her heart: 10 lbs of ill counterbalancing with 20 lbs of will. She WILL remain by your side, regardless of how ill you render her.
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Preserved for EternityJon Brunette
Wendy Hamilton walked through Midwest Science Museum, inspecting the exhibits and writing when the latest items will move from her business and when the next major showpieces will ship to her business. She held a clipboard, and pen around a necklace. Her heels clicked loudly on the tiled floor. Her eyes looked up and down the exhibits like the hidden security cameras that followed her movements. Finally, she stood inside the room that housed the Tyrannosaurus Rex. It towered mightily, and almost touched the vaulted rooftop with a small tilt of the head. Wendy inhaled deeply, shook her head slightly, and walked quickly into the large showroom.
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Quick SandIliana Vasquez
Today she felt desperate, crazy and out of her mind. She tried so hard to make him understand, however, the more she tried the more insane she became. Was she talking to herself? Was there an invisible wall between them? The sounds of her words resound and bounce back without piercing through the air. It made her feel without breath, without Soul and hopeless. How and when was she going to escape the voices that kept telling her she was crazy. That she was creating a problem where none existed. When was she going to realize that the Hell she dwelled in, was created by her imagination. The air was getting thicker as she tried to make sense of it all. But she felt it, she dreams it, she yearns it. If she could shut off the switch of her heart, she could continue to live without feelings. Without wanting someone or something to put that smile on her face. If she could deny herself the satisfaction of someone else’s smile upon her appearance, she could finally be free of the lonely she caressed. Why couldn’t she live without the fantasy yearning? Looking out for something in the distance while what was presence was dead in front of her. Maybe it was her perception of what was happening that deceived her? She ran fast, hoping she would not be caught up by her truth that tortured her. She wanted to turn around and say, Am here, catch me, I give up. But instead she ran faster the other way. The road turned into quick sand beneath her feet, her hands grasped on the mush around her and it gives in,
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Landlord AttackGary Beck
Jaime Perez crept up the fire escape as quietly as he could and stopped at the third floor. He leaned over the guard rail to the kitchen window that he had been told didn’t have a gate. He waited patiently to be sure that no one on the street had noticed him, while vapor from the cold steamed out of his mouth. He pressed his short, skinny, drug ravaged body against the wall until he felt ready, then he took a metal tool from his pocket and stealthily pried the window open. He couldn’t hear any sounds from the dark apartment, so he carefully slipped over the rail and climbed inside. The landlord had assured him that they didn’t own a dog, so although still alert, he began to relax. The landlord had also carefully instructed him how to place paper next to the pilot light of the stove, run a paper strip to the nearest inflammable material and ignite it so it would appear to be an accident. There was a cardboard cake box on a table next to the stove and he ran the strip of paper to the box. He paused and listened intently, his body a menacing hulk in the darkness, then greedily opened the box. It was some kind of pound cake, not his favorite, like chocolate or pineapple, but better than nothing. He broke off a chunk with a gloved hand and stuffed it in his mouth, crumbs dribbling on the floor.
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SufferingPeter A. Tetro
It is the absence
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Too SoonChris Butler
I was evicted from the womb two and a half months too soon
My mother was detoxing down the hall
As soon as I was discharged my mother was put in charge
At the age of two my mother would drag me to day care
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Priority FlightRichard Vaughn
First-year doctor-in-residence Arch Lamb stared at the artifact of a bygone era—the clear glass airplane filled with colored candy pellets. Of all the nostalgic things his grandfather cherished, this was the most peculiar. But, given Gavin Archibald Lamb’s fascination with flying, not unusual after all. It wasn’t an authentic replica of anything that might fly. Its hollow fuselage with a metal screw cap to hold the sugar treat had a thick rudder and stabilizer, with fat wings that would never lift such a travesty off the ground. Its triviality was a mockery of Lindbergh’s 1927 Spirit of St. Louis monoplane.
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After I Wrote What You ReadRandall K. Rogers
I want to make a poem snap
make it zing like an
blowing your brains out of your head after I wrote what you read.
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Your Grandfather Tells StoriesLauren Wescott Dobay
He liberated some eggs in World War 2,
Seat of an old jeep, the men laughed; good
Okinawa, scrambled, over easy; no ketchup,
He missed the pickled pig’s feet Hazel from
Fifty years later he says he remembers every meal,
Some sauerkraut left over on his turtleneck
His laughter booms; I lean in closer, seem to see,
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what is veganism?
A vegan (VEE-gun) is someone who does not consume any animal products. While vegetarians avoid flesh foods, vegans dont consume dairy or egg products, as well as animal products in clothing and other sources.
why veganism?
This cruelty-free lifestyle provides many benefits, to animals, the environment and to ourselves. The meat and dairy industry abuses billions of animals. Animal agriculture takes an enormous toll on the land. Consumtion of animal products has been linked to heart disease, colon and breast cancer, osteoporosis, diabetes and a host of other conditions.
so what is vegan action?
We can succeed in shifting agriculture away from factory farming, saving millions, or even billions of chickens, cows, pigs, sheep turkeys and other animals from cruelty.
We can free up land to restore to wilderness, pollute less water and air, reduce topsoil reosion, and prevent desertification.
We can improve the health and happiness of millions by preventing numerous occurrences od breast and prostate cancer, osteoporosis, and heart attacks, among other major health problems.
A vegan, cruelty-free lifestyle may be the most important step a person can take towards creatin a more just and compassionate society. Contact us for membership information, t-shirt sales or donations.
vegan action
po box 4353, berkeley, ca 94707-0353
510/704-4444
MIT Vegetarian Support Group (VSG)
functions:
* To show the MIT Food Service that there is a large community of vegetarians at MIT (and other health-conscious people) whom they are alienating with current menus, and to give positive suggestions for change.
* To exchange recipes and names of Boston area veg restaurants
* To provide a resource to people seeking communal vegetarian cooking
* To provide an option for vegetarian freshmen
We also have a discussion group for all issues related to vegetarianism, which currently has about 150 members, many of whom are outside the Boston area. The group is focusing more toward outreach and evolving from what it has been in years past. We welcome new members, as well as the opportunity to inform people about the benefits of vegetarianism, to our health, the environment, animal welfare, and a variety of other issues.
The Center for Renewable Energy and Sustainable Technology
The Solar Energy Research & Education Foundation (SEREF), a non-profit organization based in Washington, D.C., established on Earth Day 1993 the Center for Renewable Energy and Sustainable Technology (CREST) as its central project. CRESTs three principal projects are to provide:
* on-site training and education workshops on the sustainable development interconnections of energy, economics and environment;
* on-line distance learning/training resources on CRESTs SOLSTICE computer, available from 144 countries through email and the Internet;
* on-disc training and educational resources through the use of interactive multimedia applications on CD-ROM computer discs - showcasing current achievements and future opportunities in sustainable energy development.
The CREST staff also does on the road presentations, demonstrations, and workshops showcasing its activities and available resources.
For More Information Please Contact: Deborah Anderson
dja@crest.org or (202) 289-0061