accounts for the need  
of gun control
January, 1995
One day a man decided to kill people. 
A shooting spree. So he went into a  
gun shop, picked up a pair of assault 
rifles, a number  of rounds, each of  
one hundred bullets. And he bought 
these things, he didn’t need a 
permit or a license. Just walked in 
and out. And he went to an office  
building to take out his revenge  
on the world. My wife was there,  
took five bullets in the back. I wonder 
if she suffered before she died. We went 
on a ski trip together last Christmas.  
She looked so beautiful with the  
snow in her hair. This man didn’t need 
a license, and yet I needed a permit to  
retrieve my wife’s ashes from the  
crematorium. He didn’t just do this to  
her, you know. Or to the other victims.  
He’s tortured me, and our baby girl. Our  
girl is darling. She’s blond, like her  
mommy. We have to live with  
this trauma forever. This should not  
be how we have to live. 
As my girl’s second birthday approached 
this year, I asked her what she 
wanted. She said she wanted 
to see mommy. Guess what 
she is going to want for her 
third 
  
  
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