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THE MAN BESIDE ME

Brooke Horvath

does not eat, but stares
at his food like a dog
at table scraps whose
smell is strange, head
cocked, mouth tight.

The waitress passes,
coos his name, whistles
a laugh, but he just
sits there, eyes
filling up with bones.


THE DOLL

Brooke Horvath

When she was little,
my sister loved her doll
until the paint flaked
from its bad-luck eyes
and its cloth face, abraded,
bled cotton waste,
until its hair pulled loose
and its body became
a filthy sock, a beaten
stick, dirt with ears.
And she cried, my sister
did, at what love could do.


TRAVEL APPLICATION

Brooke Horvath

And what will happen in the fall
when all the healthy birds leave town

when even at the health store: nada
when here’s nowhere, and then it snows

when some low-rent nabob arrives to snow
us, whose ignorance is of such scope

even birds know more, the birds whose scope
is limited, whose news is so different

from ours—that the Good Earth
is running a sale on Scope

that supplies, they say, are limited
and ignorance, they add, is no excuse

otherwise breathy nothings, stale,
for sale, and dear at half the price

like the darling things we love to say
about the birds, that snow, this fall


PROGRAMMED CELL DEATH

Brooke Horvath

Beside the dark door, an inflammation
of zinnias, the faceless door into an obsolete
house in which a vase of zinnias stands
in an urnlike room where no one sits
beside the malodorous bed to talk to the face
above a quilt gay as a bed of late-fall flowers,
this face in its cage of a room in a house
quilted with darkness, inflamed with stink


BIRDWATCHING

Brooke Horvath

Beyond the ailanthus, beyond where
walnuts fall, she bathes her face
in light, intent upon distances.

I doze beneath a paper birch,
its shade a raft for eyes half-closed
upon the leaf-thick lake.

“Grackles!”
she sings out, pointing—“Starlings!
The something sparrow!” Common names
skipped to me like stones across water.

The sun, bright bird, rises through poplars,
over maples, she following.
“Vireo!”—like the list she keeps—“Grosbeak!”

“Hey,” I shout, “see there, where the shadows
give way to sunshine? Against that willow?”
“What?” Can’t say. Finches!
or falling leaves.


FORCING BED

Brooke Horvath

She wants the beans out early
to see them stretch, break earth, and climb
grumbles at two planned rows of radishes
which neither of us likes
soon they’ll clot the ground with white, hot roots
that will crack, spring seed, and rot

but I plant anything that does its growing underground—
potatoes, carrots, turnips, beets—
private, misshapen, dirty
taking time, not
dangling in the air from stake-held strings

* * *

She loves to see creation forming
persuasively in the humid air
swaying, green

I need to know it’s happening
in the ground beneath me
fretfully, unseen


THREE DEAD BIRDS

Brooke Horvath

Birds, my daughter says, pointing.
Eyes, mouth, feet—
touching after each word
herself.

Baby birds, I say,
as though baby birds
always lay
in a broken sprawl on the sidewalk,
as though Watts was always burning,
as though death were a lesson in diction.

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