Dusty Dog Reviews
The whole project is hip, anti-academic, the poetry of reluctant grown-ups, picking noses in church. An enjoyable romp! Though also serious.

Nick DiSpoldo, Small Press Review (on "Children, Churches and Daddies," April 1997)
Children, Churches and Daddies is eclectic, alive and is as contemporary as tomorrow's news.


Children, Churches and Daddies Collection Volume

Volume Number 1



the cc&d ezine is a collection of work from the print magazine. cc&d has been around for two years and is always looking for poetry, prose and artwork.

all questions, comments and submissions can be sent to: ccandd96@aol.com

thanks, and enjoy reading!


america, by larry blazek

take what you want

with guns

never mind

malcolm's chickens


it was a perfect house, by mary winters

because a child enjoys the

unexpected: uncle in the

basement making bullets,

bent low at gunpowder loader;

crater in his forehead -

one went off too soon. Now

- a laugh - he's safe with

metal plate in brow;

because a child likes a

mystery, whispers cut off sharp:

his son refused to marry, but

shoved a diamond ring in

girlfriend's knitting bag

on glassed-in porch,

lounge chairs' canvas

turned to dust;

because a child delights in the

odd: soggy root near

pond that moved - a snake -

when stepped on; because a child

craves the hidden living object:

green mirrored sphere in garden.


concrete alchemy, by pete cholewinski

Everyone's doing lines:

white lines and psychic lines

and prayer lines and election lines

and lines from the creep at the bar.

Cuz everyone wants a Navigator

who'll put their life in his hands.

Like a flower growing in a parking lot,

I've got divinity in my soul

and earth running through my veins.

Raucous and raw as sushi,

I walk run leap soar-

exiled angel in the paradise I create.


i'm without you, by paul weinman

I rush in the hall

people ramming around.

I'm part of a mab

and you're not here

You're in my mind.

I sense your image

grasp for reality.

I try to place you

among this crowd.

You're nowhere there.

I'm in this mass

but then again, not.

Because when

I'm surrounded

I'm without you.


oh by the way, by cheryl townsend

he raped her

10 years old

it disgusted him

he hated the feeling

hated her crying

hated her fear

hated the power she gave him

hated it all so much

he killed her

cut her up

like shattered glass

like breaking a mirror

of his won reflection


amazing how, by john alan douglas

amazing how

when one has a few reverses in life

and worse comes to worse

how much of your life

can be put

into one little

room


photograph, 19th century, by Janet Kuypers

that woman

that picture

the images of beauty and softness

of something that shouldn't be touched

that couldn't work

that can't work

the sepia toning

oh how ancient

oh the dependency

oh the degradation

my mind has been cluttered

society's a bastard

I can't see the women

I see the hat

the feather

the adornments of beauty

the preposterous impractical way

she has been made to be seen

and not heard

she's only an image

she was forced with an image

is it a shame

is it a sin

and now I've been tainted

with the knowledge of society

with the knowledge of it's motives

and now I can't even see the beauty

I can only see the opression

"oh, it's not like that anymore" they say

as I wipe the make-up off my eyelids

and wonder who I'm trying to impress


bowls with bowles, by mark blickley

In June of 1980 my manuscript submission had won me a place in the School of Visual Arts pilot program of study with writer/composer Paul Bowles in Tangier, Morocco.

At the time of my acceptance to the program I was working as a regional reporter at the Record, a newspaper in Northern Jersey. I hated it. I wanted to create stories not record them. Paul Bowles was a hero to me. His exotic and disturbing fiction seemed like an oasis; my writing was confined to mental health center openings and traffic accidents.

Right before I left for North Africa I saw an ad in the Village Voice for a play, In The Summer House, by a Jane Bowles. Knowing nothing about Mr. Bowles' biography I called the theater and asked if Jane Bowles was the wife of the writer Paul. An angry feminist voice shouted at me that Jane Bowles couldn't possibly be married to Paul Bowles. Jane Bowles was a lesbian'

Sorry.

The first time I laid eyes on Paul Bowles was in a classroom with about a dozen other writers, mostly aspiring

writers. I realized manuscript strength wasn't as important as financial solvency when candidates were selected. Six weeks cost fifteen hundred dollars and included three college credits. I was three credits short of a City College degree.

Mr. Bowles, a frail, elegantly dressed man of about seventy with a full head of white hair, strode into the classroom about twenty minutes late and told the truth. He said he hated writing workshops and didn't believe they could help a writer at all. He was quite low on funds and agreed to lead the workshop because the money was pretty good.

I thought that was wonderful. The last thing I wanted to do was to spend six weeks in an academic environment. I just wanted to explore Morocco and earn three credits in the bargain.

Mr. Bowles proposed, or maybe it was another student's idea, that instead of meeting X amount of times in a formal classroom setting, he meet individually with each writer for a few visits over the six week term. After a short discussion on where these visits should take place, Mr. Bowles suggested his apartment. That way he could keep his own hours and expend the least amount of energy in service to that SVA check.

All the writers jockeyed for immediate appointments. Not me. I wanted to explore North Africa. My man to man meeting with Paul Bowles wasn't for a couple of weeks.

In the interim I had a dangerous and surreal extended visit to the Rif Mountains that began three days after being introduced to Paul Bowles. I was gone for over a week and no one at the SVA compound knew where I was or what had happened to me. When I returned I was severely chastised; the police had been called in. But that's another story.

I was quite nervous before my meeting with Mr. Bowles. I was comforted by an attractive actress, Antoinette Bowers. Ms. Bowers, who looked quite familiar to me, was a steadily employed film actress, disgusted that her age (I'd say mid to late forties) had begun to drastically limit her workload. Because of the declining acting offers she wanted Paul Bowles' advice about a roman'a clef she was working on about the film business. She said she and Paul had quite a few mutual friends.

Ms. Bowers was scheduled to meet with Mr. Bowles right after me. It was her second visit to his apartment. S h e volunteered to walk me over to where he lived. Antoinette laughed when I told her my Jane Bowles theater story. I was then informed that Jane was indeed Paul's late wife as well as a lesbian. She insisted I tell Paul the story because it would amuse him. I told her no way was I going to

bring that up. I'd be too embarrassed.

I quickly climbed the stairs inside Mr. Bowles' modest

Tangier apartment building. A maid opened the door and led me to a room without chairs; there were only throw pillows on the floor.

Paul Bowles entered from an adjoining room. His watery blue eyes seemed to regard me with a kind of bored amusement. We shook hands. I couldn't take my eyes off the smoke wafting up from his elegant cigarette holder. The cigarette was quite thick and looked homemade.

His speech was measured and his diction level was incredible high. But what I noticed most was his whistling. Whenever an s word slipped from his lips it turned into a whistle. Paul Bowles plopped himself down on some pillows and motioned me to do the same.

An awkward silence followed.

The maid re-entered the room and Mr. Bowles asked me if I'd like some mint tea. He signaled the maid to bring two bowls and then asked me a few questions about myself. I was hoping he'd mention the story I had submitted for his critique. I fantasized him pouring forth praise and excitement over the discovery of a major new talent. But the only thing poured was the mint tea and it was too hot to drink.

After some small talk about the current political situation in the U.S. - Ronald Reagan's presidential campaign, our hostages in Iran - I made Paul Bowles laugh. Desperate for conversation, I told him the Jane Bowles theater story.

He howled and said Jane would have loved it. When I asked him a few questions about his wife he told me Jane was poisoned by an evil maid she was in love with.

Mr. Bowles asked me if I indulged in the smoking of cannabis. When I answered in the affirmative he produced a bag of what he called kif - a mixture of hashish and tobacco. I nervously rolled a cigarette but was afraid to smoke it.

You see, Paul Bowles had the sharpest mind I'd ever encountered. His manner was so eloquent, his eyes so piercing, I knew I needed all my resources, unimpaired, just to keep up with him. I was quite intimidated by the man. He was the first author I ever met and his fantastic surroundings and unique style made him bigger than life.

After a few puffs I relaxed. He pulled out my story and gave me a detailed critique of it - a grammatical critique. Without mentioning one word about the story's merit or content, Paul Bowles simply produced a sheet of paper that catalogued all my wordsmith's faults. When I finally asked him what he thought of the story he shrugged off a reply.

Okay, Paul Bowles did not think much of me as a writer. Humiliated, I told him I was really interested in writing for the theater. He said then that's what I should be doing.

Telling Paul Bowles about my passion for theater really animated him. He told me he had written the music for Orson Welles' first New York production and had written a few incidental scores for Tennesse Williams' plays, including The Glass Menagerie. Mr. Bowles informed me I had missed Tennessee Williams by a couple days.

Paul Bowles then launched into a description of his musical career. I had no idea he was such a respected composer before turning to fiction full time. He told me amusing antidotes about his failed collaboration with the zany Armenian writer William Saroyan on an opera, as well as funny stories about Gertrude Stein, whom he met when he was a teenaged poet in Paris.

I told him about my frightening yet exhilarating experiences in the Rif Mountains. He laughed and said an American visiting the Rif would be the equivalent of someone visiting the United States and staying in the Appalachian Mountains.

Mr. Bowles didn't think much of me as an artist, but he did delight in my sense of adventure.

Puzzled over the treatment of females I saw, I asked Paul about a woman's role in Islamic culture. He answered me with a wonderful story:

one morning he was writing in bed as he always does, and heard a loud commotion outside his window. He called in his maid and asked her to find out what all the noise was about. She left, stood out on the balcony, and returned saying it was simply two people arguing in front of the building. Paul continued to work until the angry shouts became so disruptive he couldn't concentrate.

Wondering how two people could possibly make all that noise, he got out of bed and threw open his window. What he saw was more than a dozen people screaming at each other, but only two of them were men.

The escalating effects of the kif reduced to me to a grinning idiot. Bowles saw this and decided to choreograph a musical exit for me. He told me about this fantastic music he had recorded live. It was performed by Aborigines blowing shell instruments inside a cave. Paul said it sounded remarkably like electronic music.

He handed me a pair of headphones, slapped a cassette into a tape player, pushed the play button, and disappeared into another room. But it wasn't primal musical sounds that invaded my ears, but a slurred woman's voice alternately laughing and cursing.

I was embarrassed. Obviously Bowles had given me a tape of his late wife by mistake. When the author/composer reentered the room in what seemed an eternity later, I didn't know whether I should tell him about his error. When he asked me how I enjoyed the music I simply grinned my appreciation. As I was preparing to leave I encountered Mohammed Marabet, a short man of Herculean proportions. He entered the apartment with an affectionate greeting for Paul and a sneer for me. I did not know who he was, but I did know that he intensely disapproved of me being there.

Marabet stared challengingly into my face and said that he had killed men, several men. Paul smiled and watched me. I summoned up all the stoned courage I could muster and answered him:

"Yeah, I've killed men, too." A lie. "I was in the Vietnam War." The truth. Mohammed walked over to me as if to strike me. Although I was terrified I stood my ground. He stood inches away from me, grinding his teeth, looking me up and down. Blood rushed to my head; I instantly became sober.

Paul ended the stand-off by uttering a few words in Maghrebi. Marabet's animosity instantly dissolved. They both laughed. I was then treated to a broken English diatribe by Mohammed about how great a writer he was, even greater than Tennessee Williams or any other of Bowles' friends. And he, Marabet, didn't even know how to read!

I later learned that Mohammed was one of Paul's illiterate proteges. Bowles translated many tales Marabet had dictated. The muscular Moroccan had quite a cult following.

But in the summer of 1980 I just wanted to escape from these two North African literary giants. I jolted down the stairs of Bowles' fourth floor apartment and ran out into the blinding Moroccan sun, sweaty but safe.

Despite the curriculum that stated I must meet with Paul Bowles at least two more times before the term ended, I never saw the man again. But he did give me wonderful advice on places to visit in southern Morocco. And a passing grade.


i wanted pain, by Janet Kuypers

You screamed at me to pull over.

You wanted me to stop.

I was driving too fast, you said,

so I slammed on the brakes

and turned off the engine.

As I stepped outside

I wanted to jump out of the car

and run,

run until I lost myself.

And yet I wanted to fall.

I wanted to fall to the ground.

I wanted to feel the cold sharp rocks

cutting into my face

and slicing my skin.

I wanted pain to feel good again.

But you sat in the car,

clueless to the thoughts racing

through my mind,

to the nausea, to the surrealism.

So I stood outside my car,

feeling the condensation of my breath

roll past my face in the wind.

It was a constant, nagging reminder

that I still had to breathe.


coffeehouse vampire, by pete cholewinski

Voice of poetic interpretation

whispering through mary jane:

"I have sixteen personalities,

and I dream about death."

Gothic in combat boots,

eyes skewer bimbos

who "Omigod!" at vampires

and evaporate in passing crowds.

Blacknailed, tattooed thunderclap

of autonomous poison pain,

alienating a real world

that fears your unexpressed bite.


the day i visited an old buddy of my dad's, by michael estabrook

Tony looked up from the

engine he was working

on stared wide-eyed at

me. "you look so much

like your Dad." but he

hung his head the whole

while we talked ashamed

it seemed to be still

among the living.


at the ivanhoe pub, by john alan douglas

sleazy westcoast bar

misnamed, no honor

or chivalry there

en route from sweaty pool tables

to vomitose men's can

next to unspeakable

women's can

see lisette sitting there

with politically correct

cronie

"I thought about you today"

lisette admits as the pinched

face of her cronie implodes

folds right back into itself

in mean spirited disapproval

and shock

and lisette then my ex-wife

ex-love of life then asks

me to sit down there

in sleazy scummy westcoast bar

amid growing hate and fear

from her friends as they

come to the table one by one

to witness first PC hand

th einvincible power

of love and devotion and love

over fear hate gang-mentality

and sleazy westcoast dust


the burning, by Janet Kuypers

I take the final swig of vodka

feel it burn it's way down my throat

hiss at it scorching my tongue

and reach for the bottle to pour myself another.

I think of how my tonsils scream

every time I let the alcohol rape me.

Then I look down at my hands -

shaking - holding the glass of poison -

and think of how these were the hands

that should have pushed you away from me.

But didn't. And I keep wondering

why I took your hell, took your poison.

I remember how you burned your way

through me. You corrupted me

from the inside out, and I kept coming back.

I let you infect me, and now you've

burned a hole through me. I hated it.

Now I have to rid myself of you,

and my escape is flowing between the

ice cubes in the glass nestled in my palm.

But I have to drink more. The burning

doesn't last as long as you do.


afterward, by lyn lifshin

it felt like

being a dishwasher

comeone crams

what shouldn't

even be put in,

caked with what

ever had been

spread on them,

what was valuable

crammed and shoved

in along with

junk by some

one who couldn't

tell the difference

jammed and then

they slammed

the door and let

everything inside

crank and churn


church, by mike lazarchuk

That summer

Louie Campos went

To bible school to

Learn moral values

Louis had already

Been to juvie

Aired a switch

At Mrs. Reed in

5th grade &

Deemed out of

Parental control

Was the 1st kid in class

To watch someone

Die under a

Street light

Earned the nickname

"Castro" taught to

Throw but never catch

& did some time

A 6 yr. meatball in Chino

Came back to the streets

24 yrs. old & able to

Use his metal

Against blood

Stayed alive another 5

Hussling pool & rolling dope

Carried a gun in

A pocket with a crucifix

& pulled them outside

A flop on 27th Street

Shooting it out with

Gang boys dropping him dead

That summer way back when

"Castro" Louis Campos went to bible school

& I haven't been to

church since


class of '86, by mary winters

it is terrifying to see

one of your own

go down the drain someone

you went to law school with

who would therefore

be as sane and rational

as a person you could find

like yourself

his wife turned up

at Legal Services one day

no money two kids

she wanted a divorce

because all of a sudden

he started beating her up

at the hearing on the

restraining order he cursed out

the judge then kicked down

his door which is

not considered good form

in any event

next we heard he was living

in a Y in a bad part of town

where he dropped a teenage boy

off a balcony for making noise

who has not thought of doing

such things but we do not

of course act on our impulses

some say drugs were involved

there has got to be a reason

he is in jail on a murder charge

and we (at least for today)

are not


the apartment, by Janet Kuypers

"Could you pull out a can of sardines to have with lunch?", he asked me, so I got up from my chair, put down the financial pages, and walked into the kitchen. The newspaper fell to the ground, falling out of order. I stepped on the pages as I walked away. I realized he hadn't been listening to a thing I said.

He had to look for a job, I had told him before. This apartment is too small and we still can't afford it. I put in so many extra hours at work, and he doesn't even help at home. There are dishes left from last week. There is spaghetti sauce crusted on one of the plates in the sink. I opened up the pantry, moved the cans of string beans and cream corn. There was an old can of peaches in the back; I didn't even know it was there. I found a sardine can in the back of the shelf.

I saw him from across the apartment as I opened up the can. "We have to do something about this," I said. "I can't even think in this place. I'm tired of living in a cubicle."

He closed the funny pages. "Get used to it, honey. This is all we'll ever get. You think you'll get better? You think you deserve it? For some people, this is all they'll get. That's just the way life is."

I looked at the can. I looked at the little creatures crammed into their little pattern. It almost looked like they were supposed to be that way, like they were created to be put into a can. The smell made me dizzy. I pushed the can away from me. I couldn't look at it any longer.


assault rifles for tots, larry blazek

children with uzis

rarely appear on

milk cartons


afterwards it was, by lyn lifshin

The closet her

mother couldn't

pass, the floor

boards a burnt

sienna. Even

after a clean

up the police

barricades, tape

flannel still in

the shape of her

body on the floor

where she waited,

the gun in her

lips, watched

light come up

two days after

she shot at the

woman she sold

her house to

leave for South

Carolina with

who left after

their 17 years

left Jane with

her back aching.

Morphine was

losing its punch.

She waited under

flannel as tv

blared "lesbian

shoots lover's

friend," in the

upstate town where

she was town historian

She cocked the gun,

heard footsteps

her finger on the

trigger as the light

lost its softness


churches become theatres, by michael estabrook

at the edge of town

an old church with steeple,

spire and bell, huge,

leaning, lurching like a

beached ship's hull.

wooden and white

except for the peeling paint

and worn-out spots on the

stairs and aisles where

countless shoes have trod

all these years.

but the church is no

longer a church where

people go to pray. it's a

theater now where people

go to escape from life in a

more entertaining way.


girl at the window, by john sweet

girl at the window

has a gun

nothing you can do

but watch


i just left, by paul weinman

I rolled off into the grass

and left you there layed

you stayed like a woman

I just left

I don't know why I left

you gave me what I needed

a smile of acceptance

a receptive body in the breeze

a chance to be together

I could tell you I love you

but I'd be lying to both of us.

Me need for you

isn't your need for me.

Sometimes I have to leave

where there's someone to mind.

I could just stay here

and give you a touch

to make what happened

be a prelude for more

but i've taken what I wanted

and found that it wasn't.


attacks, by mary winters

Air Force survival manual:

city dweller, you ordered it rush

a decade ago for nuclear war.

Your plan: merge at the

Golden Lamb Inn, Lebanon Ohio

with other surviving kin

but you always knew if

any place was going to blow

it was New York City. So that

manual warning of deceptively

appealing smallish mammals and

welcoming inhabitants with

straightforward unclouded smiles

is of course just a placebo, but

still you enjoy the pictures;

those natives like travelers

entering your personal space in the

train station "just to ask one

question" - people who make the

hair on the back of your neck

stand up, their threatening

masquerade to look just like you,

with bottles of acid to throw in

your face - which you know too

drips down from "innocent"

air conditioners in summer and

rooftops year-round as citizens -

"innocent" - water their

high-up gardens while you

hurry along head down.


Nick DiSpoldo, Small Press Review (on "Children, Churches and Daddies," April 1997)

Kuypers is the widely-published poet of particular perspectives and not a little existential rage, but she does not impose her personal or artistic agenda on her magazine. CC+D is a provocative potpourri of news stories, poetry, humor, art and the "dirty underwear" of politics.
One piece in this issue is "Crazy," an interview Kuypers conducted with "Madeline," a murderess who was found insane, and is confined to West Virginia's Arronsville Correctional Center. Madeline, whose elevator definitely doesn't go to the top, killed her boyfriend during sex with an ice pick and a chef's knife, far surpassing the butchery of Elena Bobbitt. Madeline, herself covered with blood, sat beside her lover's remains for three days, talking to herself, and that is how the police found her. For effect, Kuypers publishes Madeline's monologue in different-sized type, and the result is something between a sense of Dali's surrealism and Kafka-like craziness.

Debra Purdy Kong, writer, British Columbia, Canada
I like the magazine a lot. I like the spacious lay-out and the different coloured pages and the variety of writer's styles. Too many literary magazines read as if everyone graduated from the same course. We need to collect more voices like these and send them everywhere.

Ed Hamilton, writer

#85 (of children, churches and daddies) turned out well. I really enjoyed the humor section, especially the test score answers. And, the cup-holder story is hilarious. I'm not a big fan of poetry - since much of it is so hard to decipher - but I was impressed by the work here, which tends toward the straightforward and unpretentious.
As for the fiction, the piece by Anderson is quite perceptive: I liked the way the self-deluding situation of the character is gradually, subtly revealed. (Kuypers') story is good too: the way it switches narrative perspective via the letter device is a nice touch.

Children, Churches and Daddies.
It speaks for itself.
Write to Scars Publications to submit poetry, prose and artwork to Children, Churches and Daddies literary magazine, or to inquire about having your own chapbook, and maybe a few reviews like these.

Jim Maddocks, GLASGOW, via the Internet

I'll be totally honest, of the material in Issue (either 83 or 86 of Children, Churches and Daddies) the only ones I really took to were Kuypers'. TRYING was so simple but most truths are, aren't they?


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C Ra McGuirt, Editor, The Penny Dreadful Review (on Children, Churches and Daddies)

CC&D is obviously a labor of love ... I just have to smile when I go through it. (Janet Kuypers) uses her space and her poets to best effect, and the illos attest to her skill as a graphic artist.
"I really like ("Writing Your Name"). It's one of those kind of things where your eye isn't exactly pulled along, but falls effortlessly down the poem.
I liked "knowledge" for its mix of disgust and acceptance. Janet Kuypers does good little movies, by which I mean her stuff provokes moving imagery for me. Color, no dialogue; the voice of the poem is the narrator over the film.

Children, Churches and Daddies no longer distributes free contributor's copies of issues. In order to receive issues of Children, Churches and Daddies, contact Janet Kuypers at the cc&d e-mail addres. Free electronic subscriptions are available via email. All you need to do is email ccandd@aol.com... and ask to be added to the free cc+d electronic subscription mailing list. And you can still see issues every month at the Children, Churches and Daddies website, located at http://scars.tv

Also, visit our new web sites: the Art Gallery and the Poetry Page.

Mark Blickley, writer

The precursor to the magazine title (Children, Churches and Daddies) is very moving. "Scars" is also an excellent prose poem. I never really thought about scars as being a form of nostalgia. But in the poem it also represents courage and warmth. I look forward to finishing her book.


MIT Vegetarian Support Group (VSG)

functions:
* To show the MIT Food Service that there is a large community of vegetarians at MIT (and other health-conscious people) whom they are alienating with current menus, and to give positive suggestions for change.
* To exchange recipes and names of Boston area veg restaurants
* To provide a resource to people seeking communal vegetarian cooking
* To provide an option for vegetarian freshmen

We also have a discussion group for all issues related to vegetarianism, which currently has about 150 members, many of whom are outside the Boston area. The group is focusing more toward outreach and evolving from what it has been in years past. We welcome new members, as well as the opportunity to inform people about the benefits of vegetarianism, to our health, the environment, animal welfare, and a variety of other issues.


Gary, Editor, The Road Out of Town (on the Children, Churches and Daddies Web Site)

I just checked out the site. It looks great.

Dusty Dog Reviews: These poems document a very complicated internal response to the feminine side of social existence. And as the book proceeds the poems become increasingly psychologically complex and, ultimately, fascinating and genuinely rewarding.

John Sweet, writer (on chapbook designs)

Visuals were awesome. They've got a nice enigmatic quality to them. Front cover reminds me of the Roman sculptures of angels from way back when. Loved the staggered tire lettering, too. Way cool. (on "Hope Chest in the Attic")
Some excellent writing in "Hope Chest in the Attic." I thought "Children, Churches and Daddies" and "The Room of the Rape" were particularly powerful pieces.

C Ra McGuirt, Editor, The Penny Dreadful Review: CC&D is obviously a labor of love ... I just have to smile when I go through it. (Janet Kuypers) uses her space and her poets to best effect, and the illos attest to her skill as a graphic artist.

Cheryl Townsend, Editor, Impetus (on Children, Churches and Daddies)

The new CC&D looks absolutely amazing. It's a wonderful lay-out, looks really professional - all you need is the glossy pages. Truly impressive AND the calendar, too. Can't wait to actually start reading all the stuff inside.. Wanted to just say, it looks good so far!!!

Dusty Dog Reviews: She opens with a poem of her own devising, which has that wintry atmosphere demonstrated in the movie version of Boris Pasternak's Doctor Zhivago. The atmosphere of wintry white and cold, gloriously murderous cold, stark raging cold, numbing and brutalizing cold, appears almost as a character who announces to his audience, "Wisdom occurs only after a laboriously magnificent disappointment." Alas, that our Dusty Dog for mat cannot do justice to Ms. Kuypers' very personal layering of her poem across the page.


Fithian Press, Santa Barbara, CA
Indeed, there's a healthy balance here between wit and dark vision, romance and reality, just as there's a good balance between words and graphics. The work shows brave self-exploration, and serves as a reminder of mortality and the fragile beauty of friendship.

Mark Blickley, writer
The precursor to the magazine title (Children, Churches and Daddies) is very moving. "Scars" is also an excellent prose poem. I never really thought about scars as being a form of nostalgia. But in the poem it also represents courage and warmth. I look forward to finishing her book.

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Brian B. Braddock, Writer (on 1996 Children, Churches and Daddies)

I passed on a copy to my brother who is the director of the St. Camillus AIDS programs. We found (Children, Churches and Daddies') obvious dedication along this line admirable.

The Center for Renewable Energy and Sustainable Technology
The Solar Energy Research & Education Foundation (SEREF), a non-profit organization based in Washington, D.C., established on Earth Day 1993 the Center for Renewable Energy and Sustainable Technology (CREST) as its central project. CREST's three principal projects are to provide:
* on-site training and education workshops on the sustainable development interconnections of energy, economics and environment;
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The CREST staff also does "on the road" presentations, demonstrations, and workshops showcasing its activities and available resources.
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Brian B. Braddock, Writer (on 1996 Children, Churches and Daddies)

I passed on a copy to my brother who is the director of the St. Camillus AIDS programs. We found (Children, Churches and Daddies') obvious dedication along this line admirable.


Dorrance Publishing Co., Pittsburgh, PA
"Hope Chest in the Attic" captures the complexity of human nature and reveals startling yet profound discernments about the travesties that surge through the course of life. This collection of poetry, prose and artwork reflects sensitivity toward feminist issues concerning abuse, sexism and equality. It also probes the emotional torrent that people may experience as a reaction to the delicate topics of death, love and family.
"Chain Smoking" depicts the emotional distress that afflicted a friend while he struggled to clarify his sexual ambiguity. Not only does this thought-provoking profile address the plight that homosexuals face in a homophobic society, it also characterizes the essence of friendship. "The room of the rape" is a passionate representation of the suffering rape victims experience. Vivid descriptions, rich symbolism, and candid expressions paint a shocking portrait of victory over the gripping fear that consumes the soul after a painful exploitation.

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Paul Weinman, Writer (on 1996 Children, Churches and Daddies)

Wonderful new direction (Children, Churches and Daddies has) taken - great articles, etc. (especially those on AIDS). Great stories - all sorts of hot info!

The magazine Children Churches and Daddies is Copyright © through Scars Publications and Design. The rights of the individual pieces remain with the authors. No material may be reprinted without express permission from the author.

Okay, nilla wafer. Listen up and listen good. How to save your life. Submit, or I'll have to kill you.
Okay, it's this simple: send me published or unpublished poetry, prose or art work (do not send originals), along with a bio, to us - then sit around and wait... Pretty soon you'll hear from the happy people at cc&d that says (a) Your work sucks, or (b) This is fancy crap, and we're gonna print it. It's that simple!

Okay, butt-munch. Tough guy. This is how to win the editors over.
Hope Chest in the Attic is a 200 page, perfect-bound book of 13 years of poetry, prose and art by Janet Kuypers. It's a really classy thing, if you know what I mean. We also have a few extra sopies of the book "Rinse and Repeat", which has all the 1999 issues of cc&d crammed into one book. And you can have either one of these things at just five bucks a pop if you just contact us. It's an offer you can't refuse...

Carlton Press, New York, NY: HOPE CHEST IN THE ATTIC is a collection of well-fashioned, often elegant poems and short prose that deals in many instances, with the most mysterious and awesome of human experiences: love... Janet Kuypers draws from a vast range of experiences and transforms thoughts into lyrical and succinct verse... Recommended as poetic fare that will titillate the palate in its imagery and imaginative creations.
Mark Blickley, writer: The precursor to the magazine title (Children, Churches and Daddies) is very moving. "Scars" is also an excellent prose poem. I never really thought about scars as being a form of nostalgia. But in the poem it also represents courage and warmth. I look forward to finishing the book.

You Have to be Published to be Appreciated.
Do you want to be heard? Contact Children, Churches and Daddies about book and chapbook publishing. These reviews can be yours. Scars Publications, attention J. Kuypers - you can write for yourself or you can write for an audience. It's your call...

Dorrance Publishing Co., Pittsburgh, PA: "Hope Chest in the Attic" captures the complexity of human nature and reveals startling yet profound discernments about the travesties that surge through the course of life. This collection of poetry, prose and artwork reflects sensitivity toward feminist issues concerning abuse, sexism and equality. It also probes the emotional torrent that people may experience as a reaction to the delicate topics of death, love and family. "Chain Smoking" depicts the emotional distress that afflicted a friend while he struggled to clarify his sexual ambiguity. Not only does this thought-provoking profile address the plight that homosexuals face in a homophobic society, it also characterizes the essence of friendship. "The room of the rape" is a passionate representation of the suffering rape victims experience. Vivid descriptions, rich symbolism, and candid expressions paint a shocking portrait of victory over the gripping fear that consumes the soul after a painful exploitation.

Dusty Dog Reviews, CA (on knife): These poems document a very complicated internal response to the feminine side of social existence. And as the book proceeds the poems become increasingly psychologically complex and, ultimately, fascinating and genuinely rewarding.
Children, Churches and Daddies. It speaks for itself.

Dusty Dog Reviews (on Without You): She open with a poem of her own devising, which has that wintry atmosphere demonstrated in the movie version of Boris Pasternak's Doctor Zhivago. The atmosphere of wintry white and cold, gloriously murderous cold, stark raging cold, numbing and brutalizing cold, appears almost as a character who announces to his audience, "Wisdom occurs only after a laboriously magnificent disappointment." Alas, that our Dusty Dog for mat cannot do justice to Ms. Kuypers' very personal layering of her poem across the page.
Children, Churches and Daddies. It speaks for itself.

Debra Purdy Kong, writer, British Columbia, Canada (on Children, Churches and Daddies): I like the magazine a lot. I like the spacious lay-out and the different coloured pages and the variety of writer's styles. Too many literary magazines read as if everyone graduated from the same course. We need to collect more voices like these and send them everywhere.
Fithian Press, Santa Barbara, CA: Indeed, there's a healthy balance here between wit and dark vision, romance and reality, just as there's a good balance between words and graphics. The work shows brave self-exploration, and serves as a reminder of mortality and the fragile beauty of friendship.
Published since 1993
No racist, sexist or homophobic material is appreciated; we do accept work of almost any genre of poetry, prose or artwork, though we shy away from concrete poetry and rhyme for rhyme's sake. Do not send originals. Any work sent to Scars Publications on Macintosh disks, text format, will be given special attention over smail-mail submissions. There is no limit to how much you may submit at a time; previously published work accepted.