| present and pastJanet Kuypers03/29/98
 
In such a short timeI have lost both my past and my future.
 Familiar memories that one looks back on and smiles from
 have vanished like the rolling waves of burning heat from death.
 And hope, hope is something one can have
 only when there is a chance for happiness.
 This is not me.
 Now I sit here, at this table,
 look at the plant with leaves dry and crumbling
 look at the dust settled
 and think: this is all there is.
 The present. Study the dying. Study the dust.
 And after this moment, tackle the next.
 
 
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