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I dont think I can respect people. Can anyone give me the answers? Ive been looking and looking, and none of the solutions are coming to me.
I was recently in the hospital for 6 weeks. When I regained consciousness, I was given the same meal three times a day. Most every day I slept in the hospital, I was physically strapped to my bed so that I would stay in my bed all night
Sometimes the answers dont come easy. The answers havent come to me for quite a while, not since my accident, or since my hospital visits. Not since most of my school days or since a lot of my friendships.
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Someone Give Me the Answers 2005
started 09/07/98, converted to prose 09/27/05
Have I been taught to be so different from the rest of the world? Maybe I have been. Maybe Im the one with the different answers, and maybe I dont know where to begin. And maybe no one can help me through this.
My dictionary is older than my schooling, and my encyclopedia set is older than I am.
Ive been looking for answers to what I thought were simple questions and the people who are supposed to be smarter than I am never have the answers for me.
Ive talked to a lot of people in my lifetime, and with each day that passes I lose more respect for the people Ive known.
This doesnt seem like a fair thing for me to admit.
Maybe Ive just had some bad breaks I dont know what my excuses are, or what my reasons are--but the problem is that I dont think anyone has a reason for the majority of the actions they engage in.
Or should I say commit instead of engage in
When Ive been injured, I try to recover, but right now I cant even finish a sentence. And Im expecting finished sentences and sense and answers from all of the people Ive already lost so much faith in.
As far as I know, this was not an uncommon occurrance for my treatment I dont know how anyone else was treated, but I am guessing I was one of at least 20 patients in the same institution, in the same ward,with the same teachers.
I dont know where the answers are. I dont know where my answers were. Ill try to find the answers one day, and if anyone can help me, let me know.
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