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video See YouTube video from 12/16/17 of Janet Kuypers reading her poems “He Makes me Think About These Things”, “Escape my Brain Somehow”, “Keeps Pounding Against Walls”, “Each Half is the Enemy”, “from Orpheus to Nuking the Moon”, and “Pleiades” (cut off) from her book “Give Me the News” @ the AIPF booth during the Awesmic City Expo (this video was filmed from a Panasonic Lumix T56 camera; posted on Facebook, Twitter, Linkedin, Pinterest, Instagram, and Tumblr).
video See YouTube video from 12/16/17 of Janet Kuypers reading her poems “He Makes me Think About These Things”, “Escape my Brain Somehow”, “Keeps Pounding Against Walls”, “Each Half is the Enemy”, “from Orpheus to Nuking the Moon”, and “Pleiades” (cut off) from her book “Give Me the News” @ the AIPF booth during the Awesmic City Expo (this video was filmed from a Panasonic Lumix 2500 camera; posted on Facebook, Twitter, Linkedin, Pinterest, Instagram, and Tumblr)..
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video See YouTube video of Janet Kuypers reading her poem “Keeps Pounding Against Walls” from the v5 cc&d boss lady poetry collection book “On the Edge”, then her poem “Walking Home from School” from her interview/journal/poetry book “In Depth”, then her poem “Games we Play” from the v5 cc&d boss lady poetry collection book “On the Edge” at “Recycled Reads” 8/18/18 (Panasonic Lumix 2500).

Keeps Pounding Against Walls

Janet Kuypers
08/30/10

I feel this pain in my chest
so I try to rationalize it away:

this isn’t heartburn,
my arm’s not tingling,
it’s not a heart attack

but I think I know
that my heart’s been pounding
because my heart’s been trapped

it’s been trapped
& I don’t know if it’s trapped by my ribcage
I don’t know if it’s trapped by your male oppression
I don’t know if it’s trapped by my cowardice

or

my fear
or by—

I don’t know what trapped my heart
but it’s been pounding so hard

so hard that it’s slamming on those walls
those god-damned walls that I can’t even see

god, I don’t even know about the walls
but my heart keeps pounding against them

I don’t know about the walls
but my heart’s still pounding


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