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Seeing Things Differently Listen mp3 file to this from Kuypersfirst performance art show (08/14/97) Seeing Things Differently, or order ANY track off the CD Seeing Things Differently through iTunes.
the poetry 2 CD setCHAOTIC ELEMENTS Order this iTunes track: Janet Kuypers - Chaos In Motion - Chaotic Radio - My Mother My Mother My Mother from Chaots in Motion (a 6 CD set)...Or order the entire CD set from the iTunes CD: Janet Kuypers - Chaos In Motion - Chaotic Radio
Listen mp3 file to the CD recording of this piece from the CD (used for the show) Changing Gears
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See YouTube video (2:22) live at Changing Gears 06/17/03
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See YouTube video of this poem read live in Chicago 09/12/03 at the “the Cycle of Life” DvA art gallery show
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Listen mp3 file to the track (1:54 9/12/03) from the DvA Art Gallery Chicago 09/12/03 show The Cycle of Life.
the poetry 5 CD set the CHAOTIC COLLECTION
Listen mp3 file to this from Peter Bartels & Janet Kuypers: pb&j, or order ANY iTunes track from the CD 2 for the Price of 1. Janet Kuypers
the poetry 5 CD THE CHAOTIC COLLECTION Order this iTunes track: Janet Kuypers - The Chaotic Collection #01-05 - My MotherMy MotherMy Mother in different styles: Janet Kuypers - The Chaotic Collection #01-05 - My MotherMy MotherMy Mother from different readings: Janet Kuypers - The Chaotic Collection #01-05 - My MotherMy MotherMy Mother from the Chaotic Collection ...Or get the full CD: Janet Kuypers - Chaotic Elements
the poetry 5 CD set the CHAOTIC COLLECTION
Order this iTunes track: Janet Kuypers - The Chaotic Collection #01-05 - My MotherMy MotherMy Mother from the Close Cover Before Striking book reading, or order this iTunes track: Janet Kuypers - The Chaotic Collection #01-05 - My MotherMy MotherMy Mother from the Slate & Marrow book reading, on Chaotic Radio’s 5 CD set the Chaotic Collection
video See YouTube video of Janet Kuypers reading her Periodic Table poem My MotherMy MotherMy Mother from her book Finally, Literature for the Snotty and Elite live 11/20/13 at the open mic the Café Gallery in Chicago (C)
video See YouTube video of Janet Kuypers reading her poem My MotherMy MotherMy Mother from her book Finally, Literature for the Snotty and Elite live 11/20/13 at the open mic the Café Gallery in Chicago (S)
video See a 36+ minute YouTube video of Janet Kuypers and Thom Woodruff going back and forth with poetry; where Janet Kuypers read her poems “Helping Men in Public Places”, “I Want”, and “Last Before Extinction”, then John Yotko read a poem he just wrote the day before, then Janet Kuypers read her poems “Warren Stories” and “Kurt Irons”, then Thom spoke, then Janet Kuypers read her poems “Never Did the Same”, “All These Reminders”, “Who You Tell Your Dreams To”, and “You and Me and Your Girlfriend”, then Thom spoke, then Janet Kuypers read her poems “My Mother My Mother My Mother”, then her prose “NASA Project”. and finally her poem “Moonlight”, all read from her performance art collection book “Chapter 38 v1” 4/29/18 at Austin’s the 2018 Poetry Bomb at the Baylor Street Art Wall (this video was filmed from a Panasonic Lumix T56 camera; posted on Facebook, Twitter, Linkedin, Pinterest, Instagram, and Tumblr). #janetkuypers #janetkuyperspoetry #janetkuypersbookreading #janetkuyperspoetrybomb
video See a 36+ minute YouTube video of Janet Kuypers and Thom Woodruff going back and forth with poetry; where Janet Kuypers read her poems “Helping Men in Public Places”, “I Want”, and “Last Before Extinction”, then John Yotko read a poem he just wrote the day before, then Janet Kuypers read her poems “Warren Stories” and “Kurt Irons”, then Thom spoke, then Janet Kuypers read her poems “Never Did the Same”, “All These Reminders”, “Who You Tell Your Dreams To”, and “You and Me and Your Girlfriend”, then Thom spoke, then Janet Kuypers read her poems “My Mother My Mother My Mother”, then her prose “NASA Project”. and finally her poem “Moonlight”, all read from her performance art collection book “Chapter 38 v1” 4/29/18 at Austin’s the 2018 Poetry Bomb at the Baylor Street Art Wall (this video was filmed from a Panasonic Lumix 2500 camera; posted on Facebook, Twitter, Linkedin, Pinterest, Instagram, and Tumblr). #janetkuypers #janetkuyperspoetry #janetkuypersbookreading #janetkuyperspoetrybomb
video See YouTube video of Janet KuypersApril 2019 Book Release Reading 4/3/19, where she read her “Seeing Things Differently” show poems “I Want”, “Medication”, “More than we Should Have”, and “My motherMy motherMy mother”, all from the new Down in the Dirt issue book “Parallel Universe”, in Community Poetry @ Half Price Books (Panasonic Lumix T56 camera; on Facebook, Twitter, Linkedin, Pinterest, Instagram, and Tumblr). #janetkuyperspoetry #janetkuypers #janetkuypersbookreading #janetkuyperspoetryshow
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See YouTube video of Janet KuypersApril 2019 Book Release Reading 4/3/19, where she read her “Seeing Things Differently” show poems “I Want”, “Medication”, “More than we Should Have”, and “My motherMy motherMy mother”, all from the new Down in the Dirt issue book “Parallel Universe”, in Community Poetry @ Half Price Books (Panasonic Lumix T56; Sepia).
video See YouTube video of Janet KuypersApril 2019 Book Release Reading 4/3/19, where she read her “Seeing Things Differently” show poems “I Want”, “Medication”, “More than we Should Have”, and “My motherMy motherMy mother”, all from the new Down in the Dirt issue book “Parallel Universe”, in Community Poetry @ Half Price Books (Panasonic Lumix 2500 camera; posted on Facebook, Twitter, Linkedin, Pinterest, Instagram, and Tumblr). #janetkuyperspoetry #janetkuypers #janetkuypersbookreading #janetkuyperspoetryshow
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See YouTube video of Janet KuypersApril 2019 Book Release Reading 4/3/19, where she read her “Seeing Things Differently” show poems “I Want”, “Medication”, “More than we Should Have”, and “My motherMy motherMy mother”, all from the new Down in the Dirt issue book “Parallel Universe”, in Community Poetry @ Half Price Books (Panasonic Lumix 2500; Sepia).
video See YouTube video of Janet Kuypers reading her poem “My Mother My Mother My Mother” on Mother’s Day from the Janet Kuypers poetry book “Every Event of the Year (Volume one: January-June)” 5/10/20 as a “Poetic Licensehome edition bonus reading through a Facebook, Twitter, Pinterest, Instagram and Tumblr).
Janet See Facebook live video of Janet Kuypers reading her poem “My Mother My Mother My Mother” on Mother’s Day from the Janet Kuypers poetry book “Every Event of the Year (Volume one: January-June)” 5/10/20 as a “Poetic Licensehome edition bonus reading (video filmed from a Samsung S9 camera).

My motherMy motherMy mother

We went to see my mother this weekend. You see,
my mother has cancer, and we decided to go
across the country for a weekend to surprise her
and see how she was doing. it was breast cancer,
so it really was the best case scenario, i suppose,
so i managed to put it out of my mind until we actually
had to fly there

The night before i couldn’t bring myself to pack. it was
two in the morning when i finally pulled my suitcase out
from the pantry shelf.

i kept telling people at work, “well, you see, I have to go
visit my mother because she has cancer, so I have to
miss a few days of work,” but I was always able to
say it so matter-of-factly until I had to actually
visit her

In fact, when my sister told me the diagnosis, it
was right around Christmas time, and there was so much
work to do and I still had presents to wrap and a
meal to prepare and Christmas was supposed to be a
happy time

that I managed to postpone even thinking about it until
we all decided to surprise her for a visit. And then I
had to pack. To decide what to take, what to leave
behind, put my life into a little black box with a handle
and wheels, and go

It shouldn’t be this way, and I knew that, I knew that I
shouldn’t be visiting my mother under these circumstances
and I knew how she never wants to think about bad things
because they always make her cry and this would make her
want to cry and cry because the only reason why we’re
there is because things are bad

But I wasn’t supposed to think that way, things would be
just fine.

So I finished packing at four in the morning and the next
thing I remember is I was on the plane with my sisters,
cracking jokes as we picked up the rental car. and then we
got to mom and dad’s house

and everyone was so happy to see each other, it was
one big family reunion and we were laughing and talking
and trying to figure out where we were all going
to sleep

and the sisters and dad walked into the front room to
see if the couches were good enough to sleep on or if we
would have to get out an air mattress and I was alone
in the den with mom

so I suddenly became serious and sat down next to her
and asked her how she was really doing. And that is when
she started to cry, saying that the cancer spread, but
what she was most concerned with was the fact that she
didn’t want to spoil the time that we came to visit her.
But what I don’t think she understood was that we couldn’t
have come at a better time, and nothing she could do would
spoil our trip.


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