Journals Extinguished
Janet Kuypers
5/17/19 (written for the day in 1824
of the burning of Lord Byron’s journals)
The other day I walked into my library,
walked over to a shelf off to the side,
reached down and took one of my journals.
I opened it up to a random page, and I
started to read about struggles of the time,
and I saw the commas, long dashes and ellipses
I every-so abundantly used in my copy —
because even in ranting about my minutiae,
I knew when a pause was necessary
to let the reader weigh their thoughts
about everything the writer had to say...
And yes, I may start sentences with “and”
or “but” or “because,” since new sentences are
often a continuation of the last thought, and
the thinking never stops. I may get grandiose
with the way I splice my sentences,
but I know I’m not the first. Lord Byron
was a British poet, politician, and a man
who led the Romantic movement.
But if you look at his writings, he knew
the power of the ellipses, and the power
of making readers pause to make the poem
a part of themselves — and therefore make
the poem unique for every reader. This poet
knew this, and he also knew to keep people
guessing about his personal life as well...
So after he passed away — at 36 years old —
colleagues of his; his publisher, a fellow poet,
and his companion, all decided that to reveal
truths in his journals would be too much
for the world, so... page by page,
they burned all of his diaries.
Knowing the power of the written word —
and that power in the hands of a gifted writer —
that journal burning has been called more than
once “the greatest crime in literary history”.
And yes, as I look at my hand-written writings
taking a shelf of books in my library that no one
else in the world will probably ever read,
as a writer, I can still think of these journals
as necessary... and they are necessary
for anyone who knows anything
about literature — and the writer’s mind.
We’ll never know what was written
on Lord Byron’s burned journal pages...
but maybe, just maybe, when writing like this
is taken away, maybe this can help us
to understand how essential
the written word can be.
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