Genesis
Eighteen
to Nineteen
Janet Kuypers
2/8/19
She was taken away from her city;
she loved this city, but had not choice.
She was told it was for the best,
and she always does what she is told.
After leaving, for years she heard
reports about the violence in her city;
she would hear of so many killed,
even during celebrations for the Lord.
While away from the city she loved,
she would even hear people ask
her questions about how dangerous
that city really was. All she could give
was her word that the entire city
was not this way; only one small
section of the town was to be feared,
and the rest of the city was wonderful.
But she was away from her city,
she could no longer walk down
the streets, the ones that made her
feel safe and the ones she feared...
She wanted to have that back,
she wanted to be back in her city,
her home. Her blood ran as hot
as this town, and her pulse matched
the rhythm she felt in her home.
Her blood pressure rose ever
since she was taken away, and
she couldn’t get herself in sync.
So she made a point to come back
after a year and a half; the people
changed, but the pulse of the town
stayed the same. So she would
go to her old stomping grounds,
and although she knew no one
by name, she was still treated
like this was where she belonged.
It broke her heart when they said
she had to go again, so she had to
leave the only place attuned to
her soul, to live out her days, away.
Another year-plus later
she returned once more,
and while there she even found
a place where she could worship,
and sitting there gave her an
inner peace that she hadn’t
felt in her years away from
the city that made her complete.
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It approached the time
when they would take her away
again, so she returned to her
sacred place she just found
to try to come to peace again
before she had to leave.
And she couldn’t commune,
she was so tense and so wound up
that she had to leave, that
anything associated with any
religion could begin to help her.
So after finding failure everywhere
on her last days in her city,
while she stopped at a bridge
to look beyond the river,
to take one last look at the city —
just then a bearded old man,
old, but disturbingly ominous,
walked up, turned to the city and
stood next to her on the bridge.
She did not know this man,
and it alarmed her when he
started to speak to her.
“The cry of this city is great,
and their sin is very grievous,*”
he said, and she was shocked
this stranger spoke these
words to her so. “The entire
city is not like that,” she said,
“it’s not riddled with crime.”
“I have seen that violence
here,” he replied, “of young men
shooting what they claim are
enemies, and killing mothers and
children alike,” he answered.
“But I tell you, that’s not the
entire town,” she exclaimed,
“there are good people here
everywhere, it’s a wonderful
place to see — and to be.”
“If it’s only in one small area,”
the old ominous man said,
“then why is it that as we’re
looking downtown, down toward
where the police force, the ones
who are supposed to serve
and protect, why do we look where
they shoot unarmed people repeatedly?”
She suddenly remembered
reading the story of a cop
shooting an unarmed teen
sixteen times in the street,
even after one shot made
the boy drop to the ground,
and it was only the energy
from the extra fifteen bullets
that made the victim move.
A fear gripped her; maybe
her city has gotten worse
since she had left, but still,
she didn’t care, she’d
take her chances, this was
her home. The old man
saw her lost in thought,
so he asked her: “I believe
you said there are good
people everywhere here.
How many can you name?”
That is when she finally
turned toward him, he was
staring right at her,
and her eyes were saucers.
“I...” she paused. “I...”
She blinked. “I don’t live
here anymore,” she finally
said. “Find me fifty,”
the old man said, “or
maybe name five names.”
He didn’t even give her
a chance to respond
before the old man said,
“Can you even give me
one name? Just one,
other than you, who
no longer even lives here?
“I don’t have to prove
anything to you,” was
all she could answer.
This is when this old
ominous man stepped
closer to her. “Young lady,
I believe you,” he said
as he then took your hand.
She didn’t know if she
should run away or try
to push him into the river,
but her faculties evaded her
and all she could do was
stand there, with her eyes
wide open, as he held her hand.
“I believe you,” he repeated,
“I’m sure you’ve seen good
here, this city has a
colorful past.” And suddenly
she remembered the past
mafia rule over this town,
where crime ran this city, and
mafia employed her grandfather.
“And the buildings here are
really well designed,” the old
man continued, which pleased
her, because she loved
the architecture in this town.
“But even buildings crumble,”
the old man said, though
she thought they’d last
longer than the blues music
that is another hallmark
of this great city. “Well,”
she said, “Buildings may
crumble in time, but the
spirit of the soul with a
proven and cherished
set of beliefs will endure.”
Suddenly her gaze seemed
stronger than his, so he said,
“You are correct. And it is
not very often when I meet
someone with such a strong
set of beliefs. And, I ?want you
to stay strong...” the ominous
old man said, with a sudden
caring in his voice and his face.
“So this is why I want to tell
you, please heed these words,
the evil undercurrent
flowing through this city —”
“It is not all bad!” she
interjected. “My young lady,”
he continued, “you may
be righteous, but the sinners,
the sinners infect this town.
And I truly believe this city
will not survive.” And she,
after hearing his opinions,
suddenly started to tune
him out. “I’m sorry, m’lady —”
the old man interjected,
which surprised her, because
a word like that is only used
when a common man refers
to a woman of high stature.
“All I was trying to say,
young lady, is that I believe
this city will not survive.
All I can ask is that you
vacate this city, now. Before
it happens.” She looked
at him, and thought about
how she had to leave again.
The old man started
to smile, and his ominous
tone seemed to diminish.
“You truly seem to be
a righteous soul, so I trust
that you, and any of your
loved ones —for I know
they are righteous too —
will know to leave here. I
know you say you love this
city, but I know your leaving
is the right thing to do.”
She thought briefly about
how she was about to leave,
to be taken away again,
so maybe it would be best
to just agree with the old
ominous man and leave
it at that. So she said
okay, she’ll heed his advice,
and he smiled at her
as if he was forgiving her,
though she knew not for what,
then he turned and walked away.
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It startled her, but she
tried to think nothing of it
as she began to leave,
to take her away once again
from the city she always loved.
She knew they called this
the Windy City, but it was
not for the winds whipping
but the longwinded politicians
who ruled over this city,
the city the ominous old man
called so evil, so grievous, so
utterly wicked. She packed her
things, and as she stepped outside
and was about to leave, she
had to turn around and give her town
one final look. And yes, they say
this is the Windy City
but at this one look the winds
picked up and were eerily
all too violent. She looked for
something to hold onto, but
found nothing, as trees were
immediately uprooted and
sudden cyclones swept the streets
hurtling high-rise bricks and glass
through the sky. Concrete flew
and metal spun through the air.
If she were to know
that her demise would coincide
with the death of her city,
versus anywhere on the planet,
she would think that there was
no other place she’d rather be.
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