Genesis Four:
Cain and Abel,
and sin from killing
Janet Kuypers
1/27/19
Two sons were born of a woman
who lived in a land where their Lord
told them that they had dominion
over the creatures, but more importantly,
that every green herb was for meat.* Not
animals, but greens; they saw this was so
and they thought that this was good, as
their first son tilled the ground to create
great food — herbs, fruit, and vegetables.
Knowing this was a peaceful way to
provide a healthy sustenance to his family,
the first son was pleased with his work.
But the first son saw his younger
brother tend to flocks of sheep
instead, then slaughter them as offerings.
How unholy, the older brother thought,
how barbarian, and antithetical to the
peaceful way we’re supposed to be.
The older brother knew he was on
a morally higher ground, but when
the lord was pleased with the slaughter
offering from his younger brother,
the older brother was lost. ‘What have I
done wrong?’, the older brother thought.
‘Have I not followed the Lord’s way,
have I not done what the Lord wanted,
and did I not prosper by being peaceful?’
The older brother couldn’t understand
how slaughtering animals and extracting
the fat to give away was thought of as good.
And as the older brother’s darkest fears
swelled, he heard the Lord say unto him,
“If thou doest well, shalt thou not be accepted?”**
‘Yes, if my Lord abided by his own rules,’
the older brother thought. This off-hand
question from the Lord that opposed morality
flew the older brother into an internal rage,
because he had done well, and for this he
gained no respect with the Lord for his deeds.
And more importantly to the older brother,
his younger brother actually gained
respect by explicitly being disrespectful.
‘Where can morality lie when our Lord
cannot be moral?’, the older brother
wondered, contemplating what to do.
Soon after, the younger brother came
to the older brother as he worked
in the fields, and an argument ensued
about morality, and in a blind rage
the older brother killed the younger.
Which kind of killing is more of a sin,
the older brother thought... but
eventually the older brother heard
the Lord ask him, “where is your
younger brother?” And the older
brother responded, he did not know.
he was not his brother’s keeper.**
After this, the older brother
wondered, ‘shouldn’t the Lord,
if he is all-seeing and all-knowing,
shouldn’t he already know? Or
is this just another test of my will,
and how is my will tested
when I am shunned for doing
the right thing, and my younger
brother is praised for sinning?’
The older brother, understanding
morality, could hear his younger
brother speak to him from beyond
the grave, and after the older
brother truly acknowledged his sin
after burying his brother in the ground,
no food from the ground tasting
sweet would grow from his land again,
no matter how he tended the soil,
as if the blood of his younger
brother contaminated all
the older brother tried to grow.
He wondered, ‘if the world knew
of the sin the older brother committed,
would they care of the sins
of the younger? Do they not
hear the cries of all they have killed,
or all that been killed for them,
for a death-filled meal? Which lives
are worth saving?’, the older brother
thought, as he then left the land
that would no longer grow for him.
Although many may have killed him
for the act he had done to his brother,
the Lord understood the morality
of the older son’s choices and
protected him. He protected him
to live in a world that is now
filled with people wanting to kill
for food when they should not,
and do not need to. The world
the older brother was born into
was truly a cruel and uncaring world,
and the older brother, after one
immoral act, was stuck living in
a world where slaughter was
eaten at every meal, and violence
like this was to become the norm.
And sadly enough, this is a world
the older brother feared the most.
* from Genesis 1 of the Holy Bible
* from Genesis 4 of the Holy Bible
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