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Every other person in a wheelchairFritz Hamilton
Every other person in a wheelchair,
Eventually nothing can move, &
you’re masochistic enough to believe in
is good for you, it helps you grow/ the
can be nothing, from which you REJOICE!
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The demons revoltFritz Hamilton
The demons revolt!
on the faces of the meek,
After the horrors of recent centuries,
WWII?/ from
we be forgiven by the Palestinians &
we ally with the Saudis who
the great Reagan gave the economy
we can thank Ronnie for being a
a standard of living like Brazil/ bless
Dead God bless America as
president who doesn’t seem to !
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The BosstBrian Looney
So, what do you do?
And yet you want our loyalty.
Take care of people, and they take care of you.
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Brian Looney BioBrian Looney was born 12/2/85 and is from Albuquerque, NM. He likes it when Lady Poetry kicks him in the head. The harder the better. Check out his website at Reclusewritings.com.
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Janet Kuypers reads the Brian Looney May 2012 Down in the Dirt poem the Boss with live piano music by Gary |
Watch the YouTube video of Janet Kuypers reading the poem straight from the May 2012 issue, live 5/9/12 at Gallery Cabaret’s the Café Gallery in Chicago (w/ live piano from Gary) |
such daysLiam Spencer
The job was a popularity contest conducted by the tough guys. To be in the contest, one had to be physically large, powerful, and have endured a lot of physical punishment in their lives. They had a certain brotherhood. The rest of us were second rate because we were smaller. The bigger guys in the brotherhood took turns to see who could be the meanest to the smaller guys. Those who were not mean enough were out of the brotherhood. Few made the decision to exclude themselves from such membership. They didn’t last long with the company.
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A.D. 2100Tom Ball
People were happy that, “We had eliminated world poverty and all were educated.” But I remembered, “Every child is born a genius...” as Buckminister Fuller had said well over a hundred years ago. “More books, more art and more movies were in order.” I said. But for myself I told people, “I wanted more power for the UW.
So I told the UW, “To break up big companies such as media conglomerates.
Regarding eternal youth I had my spies cover it up and keep it for themselves and the government. I had been a spy myself. As I grew older I changed official positions and changed lovers so no one would notice I was living forever
As leader, I insisted, “Drugs were restricted; you needed to get them from a physician’s assistant.”
I had to create jobs so I gave people work assisting computers. But I knew there was, “No need of people really...” So I was hard pressed. All new buildings had to go through me so cities featured forests of towers all with curvature... Colonies were on the moon and Mars and I sent their best writers there... to inspire people to go to space.
But some said, “Ours was a timeless civilization.” p But then one day, I snapped and in a jealous rage I irrevocably murdered my lover’s boyfriend (such things occur even in this enlightened age). I was put in prison. In our part of our world the prison was covered with black boxes which were prisoner cells. People here had been sentenced to a full life in prison with no hope of getting free. Their crime was radical politics. Their punishment was here in solitary confinement with no entertainment or media of any kind and they would never be freed.
And it was impossible to kill yourself as the robots were ever vigilant and so many figured they were in a fate worse than death. No visitors allowed The spies let it be known that, “The greatest threat to civilization was radical thinking and so people knew the punishment was out there but some did it anyway. They knew solitary confinement for life was the punishment for such thinking.”
No one had ever escaped the prison here...
Black cells had light from 8 m high and made of unbreakable glass. Outside it averaged -75 C as we were in the far north of this world. The warden let it be known to all worlds, “That being a radical would result in misery for the perpetrators.” p Time passed... I hoped for regime change but there was no change even after living here in prison 50 or more years. Outside my true love must have asked about my whereabouts... she was probably in prison too as a result
People were well rewarded if they blew the whistle... on radicals. The government insisted, “They had frozen technology at its pinnacle. Took it as far as they could without endangering all humanity. p Narrative continued by spy OPX-3244 I reaffirmed with people here that, “Entertainment on this world was largely in the form of video games, sports, comedy and tragic movies. Old-fashioned courtship was the norm.” 50 companies controlled the world and some didn’t like that. Others had a struggle for luxuries.
As a spy I announced, “It couldn’t go any further or we’d lose control.” I felt guilty that I was arresting the best. But I had a job to do...
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Untitled (ask me)Nathan Hahs
if you ask me
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Janet Kuypers reads the Nathan Hahs May 2012 Untitled Down in the Dirt poem with live piano music by Gary |
Watch the YouTube video of Janet Kuypers reading the poem straight from the May 2012 issue, live 5/9/12 at Gallery Cabaret’s the Café Gallery in Chicago (w/ live piano from Gary) |
ShrapnelKristopher MillerYour words were so much like grenade shrapnel. They exploded and they took a good chunk of my flesh but they did not kill me. But your words left shrapnel pieces embedded into my skin. No matter how hard I try to pull them out, the metal pieces just go deeper and deeper into my muscles, into my bone marrow, and into my nerves. I writhe in agony at the shrapnel you gave me and I grip my body to put pressure on somewhere else to relieve the pain but it does not go away. Those pieces eat into me as maggots eat into a corpse. And the next thing I know, I am a corpse with the shrapnel finally digging into my heart and my spine. I am six feet under just as the shrapnel is twenty inches under my carcass. Then without warning, I wake up from the pain and from my death from...I don’t know what. Will? Happiness? Optimism? I break apart the wood holding me in and I dig the soft, moist, maggot ridden dirt like I was some mortician who took the shrapnel out of my body. I burst open the earthly surface and I crawl out and cry like I would have been alive if they were actually ripping the shrapnel pieces out of me. I cry in pain, I swallow the air, but I get up and hold my dirty, bleeding self as I walk in the rain drenching me. It cleans me up, it makes me feel so cold but it makes me feel alive in reminding me that the shrapnel did not completely sever my nerves. I walk to the gate, that rusty gate, and I kicked both the gate doors down. I walk through the rain, out of the graveyard, all healed up and clean, to receive another bit of shrapnel again.
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Early MorningTravis Green
Early morning, I can hear my granddad’s tractor rumbling
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PeregrinationsFrank De Canio
What is life if not a moment’s breach
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Hooked on a FeelingMatthew T. Birdsall
Every Friday night is sold out
at the historic theater
The line forms early
under the slumped over marquee
Toddlers sneak
at aging musclemen
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The HillsDonna Pucciani
shrug off morning fog
but the sky knows
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Skull and Bone SaladMark Breckenridge
Skull and bone salad,
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Legacy, After a FashionCheryl Hicks
Mamma has always had a love for other people’s possessions. When the Glaspies two houses down bought a Thunderbird, she had to have one, too. (It was ice blue and just unconventional enough to be a little naughty.) And when Aunt Bessa Lee died and the cousins were rifling through her stuff, Mamma became an avid collector of carnival glass, not because she liked its iridescent sheen, but because the cousins did. (Previously published in The Best of the First Line and The Best of the First Line: Editors’ Picks 2002-2006)
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BIOGRAPHICAL INFORMATION:Cheryl Hicks has been published in Crate, Halfway Down the Stairs, Southern Hum, The Best of the First Line: Editors’ Picks 2002-2006, Families: The Frontline of Pluralism, The Remembrance Project at Howard University, Borderlands: Texas Poetry Review, Other Poetry (UK), Juice, Poems-For-All, Literal Translations, Toward the Light (Canada), The Sigurd Journal, Ginosko, Eskimo Pie, Urban Spaghetti, Blue Fifth Review, Heliotrope, Makar, Snakeskin (UK), HerCircle, The Orphan Leaf Review (UK), the delinquent (UK), Autumn Sky Poetry, Silent Actor, Avatar Review, Word Riot, Clockwise Cat, Halfway Down the Stairs, Monkey Kettle (UK), Washington Literary Review, Shakespeare’s Monkey Review, and Unquiet Desperation (UK). She has been a featured poet at C/Oasis, is a previous recipient of the Paddock Poetry Award and presented poems from her series titled Conversations with the Virgin at the 2006 Rocky Mountain Modern Language Association Conference in Tucson, Arizona.
ARTIST STATEMENT:My art focuses on those aspects of personality that people sometimesattempt to obscure or skew in an effort to be accepted by society. In keeping with the creation of avisual veil, technically speaking, my art borrows from the theory ofpointillism and the digital effects of photographic half-toning. It is very much a product of pop culture. Covered with one-inch “dots” cut from magazines,my large paintings are couched behind a montage overlay of juxtaposed,equidistant grains. On the physicalplane, the painted image lies behind the dot matrix, but at times the viewer’seye shifts and the dots recede, effectively pulling the viewer in for a closerlook at the small, sampled spots. This visual manipulation alters theoriginal image in much the same way granular synthesis alters an auditoryrecording. Playing on the visualdichotomy of high and low frequencies, the result is simultaneously adeconstructed visual cloud as well as a series of individual images spaced atequal intervals, which are constantly combined and averaged by the human eye tocreate the resulting residual effect. My mixed media canvases alsocontain an almost subliminal visual and psychological “subtext.” For example, the sepia toned painting of mymother, titled “A Revisionist History of Glenda,” is covered withvibrantly colored dots cut primarily from fashion magazines. I did this in an attempt to “refashion” mymother’s morbidly unhappy life. Hicks’ art has been shown across Texas and in New York, and her collages have appeared in CELLA’s Round Trip, Anti-, Atticus Review, Blue Print Review, and Creative Soup. Her mixed media work was featured at the Fort Worth Contemporary in July 2008. |
12 January 2009Sarah Lucille Marchantsometimes I feel as though I’m hiding behind newspaper skin and liquid bones. my eyes are filled with newsprint and I blink back punctuation marks with every smile or tear. I am a hollow story. I am a thoughtless goodbye and a statement caught on the wind and dusted by ashen adjectives. I know, for certain, that my semi-colon life is nothing fascinating
I am chaotic -- I am shuffled --
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Sarah Lucille Marchant BioSarah Lucille Marchant is a Missouri resident and university student, studying literature and journalism. Her writing has appeared in publications such as Line Zero, Every Day Fiction, A Cappella Zoo, and Straylight.
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Janet Kuypers reads the Sarah Lucille Marchant May 2012 Down in the Dirt poem 12 January 2009 with live piano music by Gary |
Watch the YouTube video of Janet Kuypers reading the poem straight from the May 2012 issue, live 5/9/12 at Gallery Cabaret’s the Café Gallery in Chicago (w/ live piano from Gary) |
Between the Barbed Wire
Kenneth DiMaggio |
The Horoscope ReadersSteve Dodd
“It’s like the weather forecast. They always tell you what the weather’s been like today, before they tell you ‘bout the weather tomorrow.”
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SteadyBrandi Capozzi
silver-threaded,
Something sits gently—
Not a stutter.
And you dream
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CharlotteChristopher Hanson
Spittle contorted smiles
I pace myself alongside
I know I’ll leave,
And if my cold hasn’t taken over
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Christopher Hanson BioI actually burnt my hand with a cigarette (by accident of course) while writing this bio. I torched my hand and knocked my beer over with the resulting flail and “S!*T,” that accompanied the pain of both excessive heat and lost liquor. I managed to drench my cat via the waterfall of hops and other things good flowing over my desk, but managed to save the laptop so that I could finish this simple little statement called, “me.” Sometimes a moment’s worth more than any list of accolades could ever be. On another note, I have been/will be published in – “A Brilliant Record,” “Stray Branch,” and “Down in the Dirt” (but you know that).
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Breaking the SwordDaniel J Roozen
When he awoke there was something fluttering in front of him - back and forth, back and forth - moving to a semi-regular beat. He waited until his eyes focused. There was noise, too, but he didn’t identify it all at first. A swoosh. They were Maple leaves on the trees above him, swaying in the breeze. That was the feeling on his skin, then, that raised the hairs on his arms.
Metellus examined the ground by the tall tree with mushrooms growing in its roots. He was trained as a tracker and hunter from infancy; he could tell that someone was here, and recently. But most disturbing of all was a mark in the ground by that tree.
As he lowered the sword, Zachery found two men standing in the clearing. So there were other men in this land! They were dressed somewhat strangely. He glanced down at himself; Zachery wore a flat black shirt and pants, but they wore different colors and different types of clothing. The shirt that went over the shirt... Zach searched his thoughts for that one. Tunic.
The “Library” was really the home of an older man in their village. Some called him the Wisdom, though usually it was just “the old man at the library.” Whereas most of the buildings in this small hunting and fishing village were really tents that became permanent structures over the years, or at best a one-story cottage, the Library was the only two story building. Very little space was reserved for cooking, eating, or sleeping for the Wisdom, mostly just a small corner on the second floor. The rest of the area was filled to the brim with books on shelf after shelf.
The Training Ground, it turned out, was a large open space surrounded by a few small buildings that Metellus called armories. In this place many men carried swords. Some enjoyed it. Others practiced the sword with form and seriousness. Some were skilled and sliced through the air easily. Other men were clumsy and unused to the sword.
Metellus, Zachery, and the two men holding him led the mob. The other warriors, a few dozen of them altogether, followed. With swords drawn and at the ready, the warriors were practically begging Zachery to try to run. Run, and taste their steal.
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MirageKerry Lown Whalen
Ben trudged across campus to the drama theatre, a tin shed pitched on the foothills of Mount Stuart where fried fruit bats dangled like black rags from power lines and the odor of fermenting mangoes cloyed the air. Squinting in the glare, he yanked the peak of his cap lower, his head and body aching from a hangover. He thought about the beer he’d guzzled the night before at the student union. At closing time he’d been talking to the girl of his dreams – Kylie McBryde. He wished he could remember what he’d said; hoped he hadn’t ruined his chances with her. If it meant winning Kylie, he’d limit the beers he drank in future.
Trevor sounded a warning. “Take care while you’re blindfolded. I don’t want any accidents.”
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Kerry Lown Whalen biographyKerry Lown Whalen lives with her husband on the Gold Coast of Australia. She has won prizes in literary competitions and had short stories published by Stringybark Publications, Bright Light Multimedia, Pure Slush and Down in the Dirt magazine.
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UncleClinton Van Inman
I thought you died
Pointing your finger
O say can you see the
Now more clownish than ever
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Clinton Van Inman BioClinton is a high school teacher in Hillsborough County, Florida. He graduated from San Diego State University and was born in Walton on Thames, England. Recent publications include: Warwick Unbound, Tower Journal, The Poetry Magazine, Down in the Dirt, May, The Inquisition, The Journal, The Beatnik, The Hudson Review, Forge, Houston Literary Review, BlackCatPoems, and Out of Four. Hopefully, these poems will be published in two books called, “One Last Beat” and “Far From Out” as I am one the few last Beats of my generation standing.
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Janet Kuypers reads the Clinton Van Inman May 2012 Down in the Dirt poem Uncle with live piano music by Gary |
Watch the YouTube video of Janet Kuypers reading the poem straight from the May 2012 issue, live 5/9/12 at Gallery Cabaret’s the Café Gallery in Chicago (w/ live piano from Gary) |
Watering Cattle at Twenty BelowRuth Juris
They hunker round; rough splintered coats with sheets of ice shingling down their backs
Yet waiting with round glossy brown eyes and frosted eyelashes
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Ruth Juris, in brief:Ruth Juris is a practicing veterinarian and veterinary surgeon in Long Island, New York. She negotiates the knife edge between life and death all day every day, and writes poetry for a brief respite, to diffuse the tension and slip the noose of work-related stress from her neck.
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The CourierWilliam Masters
LAID OFF.
Dear Mr. Morelli,
Later that morning, Philip took the fifteen one hundred dollar bills to his bank for examination. He hadn’t watched Five Fingers (1952; Joseph Mankiewicz) for nothing. The bills were not counterfeit.
Pierre delivered another double to Josette. Gradually, Josette’s speech continued in a vaguely Middle European accent. “The picture projection is particularly valuable. As a teaching tool, it’s unparalleled...” Her pronunciation of “t’s” now reached staccato articulation.
Philip’s eyes followed her exit. For a second, she remained out of sight until she emerged on the porch. He watched her through the window, framing her movement like the rectangle of a giant movie screen, as she stepped down to the sidewalk. Philip noticed that she no longer carried her purse. He was just about to look around for it at the table when a gun shot, so loud that it may have been amplified, dropped Josette’s body to the sidewalk. From his seat, watching through the window, it seemed as though Philip were watching a movie. A large red spot, growing larger like a flower opening its petals, appeared on Josette’s blouse. An ambulance appeared. Two persons lifted Josette’s body into the vehicle and drove away.
My Dear Philip,
The 2nd phone message was from the agency that had placed him with his former employer. Although he had not notified anyone (layoff news circulates fast), some perfunctorily smooth-sounding, but anonymous voice offered to send him on an interview to some prestigious, but unnamed law firm. Philip immediately called the agency to inform it that he was already employed. When the diligently nosy person asked what firm had hired him, Philip replied that he was now in the shipping and receiving business and asked to have his name removed from any list of possible candidates for future positions (his nose imagined the faint smell of smoking timbers while a picture of burning bridges passed before his eyes). He said good-bye, and before any response, hung up.
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The Cop from HellJon Brunette
Jack joined the police academy after he left college. He liked to wear the gold shield, the black leather jacket, the leather gloves, and the gun. Mostly, he liked the gun. It stayed on his hip, like an extension of his body, pulled rarely, but pulled nonetheless. When he did have to pull it, he’d pull it out with zest, like an Old West gunfighter about to hang. He understood that he was upholding the law, punishing the lawless, but he couldn’t help it—the gun brought joy to every situation. He could tell that he had had a great-great-grandfather in the Old West, who had killed thirty men like his father had always told him.
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Jon Brunette BioJon Brunette went to high school in Mound Westonka High School, in Mound, Minnesota, but never graduated. Mental health problems, Schizo-Affective Disorder, limited his time in school. Still, his work has appeared in print and online. His work has appeared in “The Storyteller” (editor Regina Williams), in their October-November-December 2008 issue, and their January-February-March 2010 issue. Also, he has appeared in “MicroHorror.com” (editor Nathan Rosen), from February 2009 and into March of 2012. And, of course, he has appeared in “Down In The Dirt” (editor Alex Rand at first, a second editor has accepted others), from 2009 and into early 2012. His name has appeared in “Alfred Hitchcock Mysery Magazine” as Honorable Mention to their “Mysterious Photograph Contest”--his name appeared but not his work. His is trying to write a mystery novel to submit to an editor/agent/publisher in 2013.
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The Pomegranate LessonWm. Samuel Bradford
“Mr. Boyleson, until you learn to substantiate your claims with evidence from the text, I do not give a rat’s ass about your opinion.”
Everyone opened their pomegranate except for Boyleson. A girl lined up each aril on her desk like rows from a melting abacus. Her fingers were stained. One boy had eaten all of the arils in five minutes and spent the rest of the time picking seeds out of his teeth. Another took out a ruler and started a list of various measurements of the split pomegranate. Occasionally I saw a flicker – the florescent light glinting off the surface of Boyleson’s pomegranate as he picked it back up and resumed pressing his nose into it. He kept setting it back down on the desk, always back to the center, very gently. His cheek was redder.
The school police officer, who served in Korea, stopped Golding down by the highway. They sent all the kids home early. Golding’s parents came and picked him up, and they had checked him in to some clinic that night. I had to meet with the assistant principal in my room with the pomegranate waste still all over the place.
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A Microcosm of SocietyJanet Kuypers1991
No one appeared in the back half of the courtroom. Thoughts raced through Steven Kohl’s mind as his eyes darted across the room. How did this happen? Was he really to blame? Will the jury members decide whether there is enough evidence against him to warrant a trial? Why are there cuts on his hands? Why can’t he remember the last three weeks of his life? Dr. Litmann stared at the chair where she had sat. When he gained the strength, he looked at the letter at the top of the pile.
Dear Doctor Litmann:
She never signed her letters, and she always typed them so that they could never be traced to her. She made sure she covered all of her bases.
Dear Doctor—
Dear Doc —
Dear Doc— Litmann looked up. He pulled his glasses from his face. He didn’t know if the steam on the glass was from his sweat or his tears. He got up, clenching the letters. He left the room.
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Janet Kuypers Bio
Janet Kuypers has a Communications degree in News/Editorial Journalism (starting in computer science engineering studies) from the UIUC. She had the equivalent of a minor in photography and specialized in creative writing. A portrait photographer for years in the early 1990s, she was also an acquaintance rape workshop facilitator, and she started her publishing career as an editor of two literary magazines. Later she was an art director, webmaster and photographer for a few magazines for a publishing company in Chicago, and this Journalism major was even the final featured poetry performer of 15 poets with a 10 minute feature at the 2006 Society of Professional Journalism Expo’s Chicago Poetry Showcase. This certified minister was even the officiant of a wedding in 2006. |
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