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“I hold your eyeballs in my hand.”Fritz Hamilton
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I walk through the tunnel of deathFritz Hamilton
I walk through the tunnel of death & find, among the piles of writhing bones, a hypodermic needle full of blood & smack. The bones are weeping & screaming.
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6 April 2009Sarah Lucille Marchant
snowflakes cut geometric shapes
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Sarah Lucille Marchant BioSarah Lucille Marchant is a Missouri resident and university student, studying literature and journalism. Her writing has appeared in publications such as Line Zero, Every Day Fiction, A Cappella Zoo, and Straylight.
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No RespectEric Burbridge
A line of sweat trickled down Peter’s chin with every blow he delivered to the old fool’s gut. The first, the most exhilarating, went deep in the abdomen. Ah...that softness, there was nothing like it. The victim doubles up and expels spit and blood when the wind was knocked out of them. The second, guarantees bruises and scrapes because of the tightened muscles. But, only two stomps were part of his technique. After all he didn’t want to kill him.
Peter lay in the bed and looked at the 3D. He smiled when the attractive female reporter described as the work of the ERMIN (eliminate respect for the mature in the neighborhood) terrorist. Their graffiti was in the alleys and on abandoned buildings. The police and the community called them VERMIN.
Peter sat on a concrete wall that bordered a seldom used rail yard and empty warehouses. He crushed out a stale cigarette and exhaled the toxic vapors skyward. A cool breeze made him zip his black hoodie. The sun dipped below the horizon and left a rainbow of colors. Time to go to work. He walked the unused rails until he reached a signal bar. He climbed the ladder and opened a circuit box and took out his tool case. In it; a 38 revolver, a switch blade and burglar tools. He didn’t need them, but he did a routine check.
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Better answersLiam Spencer
“What are your intentions with me?”
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Violent YouthZach Murphy
My junior high school experience was dominated by sex and violence. Since the response to my asking someone out for the first time was “no way,” it was hard to imagine a girl going out with the likes of me. I settled for the next best thing: feeling up pretty girls in the school’s corridors. I only struck when I thought the hallway was crowded enough. When it was, I started looking for pretty girls. Then I’d get behind one and feel the curvature of her ass with my hand. One of them jumped so high that she landed on the floor. She was smiling afterward, though.
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StrengthJohn Ragusa
Whenever he was at the beach, Norman Whittaker stared longingly at Millicent Wendorf, his next-door neighbor. She was nothing less than beautiful; she looked gorgeous in a bikini. She had curves that you wouldn’t believe. She was a perfect specimen. But she only kept company with strong, muscular guys, not weaklings like Norman. He wished his physique was more impressive. He could ask Millicent out, but he knew she would just laugh at him. He was a skinny little runt; why would she go for him?
Norman realized that the only way he could get Millicent interested in him was if he started eating healthy food and doing exercise. He began lifting weights, too.
He tried lifting a table to test his strength. He was able to raise it high above his head. There was no doubt about it; he had become a strongman. He couldn’t be happier. That evening, Norman wore a tuxedo and cologne. He picked up Millicent and took her to an elegant restaurant.
“Do you like this place?” he asked her during dinner. He yearns for the good old days when he was weak.
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ShadowsDon ThompsonHundreds of shadows have taken refuge in this dark room, an obvious hiding place but nevertheless secure. Some of them crawled on their bellies all afternoon to get here. Some came home with me, crumpled in my pockets like soiled paper money and now lie on the dresser with the loose change: legal tender for insomnia, but not enough to buy sleep. Others spent the whole day under the rafters—those who never leave the house, hopelessly phobic about the sun. A few that seem afraid of everything, even themselves, cling to the walls and sweat. Old-fashioned shadows continue to wear velvet, keeping their traditions. Dancers from the wheat fields, erotic in black satin, emit a musk that can’t quite overcome the dry breath of grass widows. No two are the same in this crowded darkness—shadows heaped and intertwined like snakes in a nest, a comfort to each other. They can rest easy, at least for a few hours, safe from the light that frightens them so much, knowing they have a watchman who never sleeps on the job.
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The Quantum DomesticatorBrian Sullivan
Andy awoke at about midnight to go to the bathroom, and with some surprise, noticed that his beloved Daphne wasn’t next to him. He arose and leaving the bedroom saw Daphne in her nightgown tentatively walking through the living room, seemingly on her way to the front door. With the haze of sleep still occupying his mind, he called to her, but she didn’t answer. He walked to her and asked her what she was doing, but again she didn’t answer. Her eyes were glazed and fixed on the door giving her the appearance of being in a trance. Andy, with growing fright and the haze of sleep rapidly leaving him, took her arm gently and again asked her what she was doing. There was no reply. He deduced that she was walking in her sleep, and so he put his arm around her shoulders and without waking her, led her back to bed.
The list went on and on and on and scrolled down the screen faster than he could read.
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FallingMarlon Jackson
Like the gloat of a feather everybody’s falling
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Janet Kuypers reads the Marlon Jackson December 2012 (v113) Down in the Dirt magazine poem Falling |
See YouTube video of Janet Kuypers reading this poem straight from the December 2012 issue (v111) of Down in the Dirt magazine, live 12/5/12 at Gallery Cabaret’s the Café Gallery open mic in Chicago) |
Eleanor Leonne Bennett Bio (20120229)Eleanor Leonne Bennett is a 16 year old iinternationally award winning photographer and artist who has won first places with National Geographic,The World Photography Organisation, Nature’s Best Photography, Papworth Trust, Mencap, The Woodland trust and Postal Heritage. Her photography has been published in the Telegraph, The Guardian, BBC News Website and on the cover of books and magazines in the United states and Canada. Her art is globally exhibited, having shown work in London, Paris, Indonesia, Los Angeles, Florida, Washington, Scotland, Wales, Ireland, Canada, Spain, Germany, Japan, Australia and The Environmental Photographer of the year Exhibition (2011) amongst many other locations. She was also the only person from the UK to have her work displayed in the National Geographic and Airbus run See The Bigger Picture global exhibition tour with the United Nations International Year Of Biodiversity 2010.
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caller idAllen M Weber
only your dovish husband
you know this call is coming
each holiday’s eve you give
soon after her husband shipped
tonight’s images with the volume down
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Allen M Weber Bio
Allen lives in Hampton, Virginia with his wife and their three sons.
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Revenge Has Two FacesLarry JanuaryOpal Whatley’s stunned gaze lingered heavily on the bloody corpse. Papers flew from her clipboard as it clattered to the floor. The ashen body lay spread eagle across the bed, his eyes frozen on the ceiling fan. Clad only in urine stained once white jockey shorts, the tattoo, “Born To Raise Hell,” adorned his chest. The buzz of green bottle flies broke the silence as they circled above the gaping head wounds. An odor like a ripe portable toilet filled the cramped room. The frightened property manager’s stomach rolled. With her hand clamped over her lips, saliva pooled in her mouth. Worried the killer might still be there, she inched backwards, spun around, and dashed for the front door.
Two days earlier, Rosie Parisi opened the side door of her cluttered garage to take in the cool afternoon breeze, cleaned her circular glasses, and pulled a Chargers’ cap over her shoulder length red hair. As the treadmill gained speed under her feet, she adjusted the turquoise headphones for her iPod and cranked up the volume.
By noon the panic stricken property manager had called 911 to report the homicide. Detective Russo, one of several initial responders, volunteered to be the lead detective. He was given the case, even though it meant he would have to work solo until his partner returned from vacation. He punched Joe’s address into his GPS and left the crime scene to notify the widow.
“We had a great trip,” Nelson replied. “I’ll tell you about it later. There’s a meeting with the lieutenant in ten minutes. Can you brief me on the Parisi case?”
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(A)liveBrian Looney
The vein in my hand protrudes. I don’t enjoy its sight. Reminds me of mortality, the
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Janet Kuypers reads the Brian Looney December 2012 (v113) Down in the Dirt magazine poem (A)live |
See YouTube video of Janet Kuypers reading this poem straight from the December 2012 issue (v111) of Down in the Dirt magazine, live 12/5/12 at Gallery Cabaret’s the Café Gallery open mic in Chicago) |
Widoe’s DenMichael Greeley
There was no latent energy streaming out from my authority. I had one fist and it was used to mash and mangle, because, in the end, that’s all I’m here to do.
The aching tides of duty, they follow me.
The agony that exists inside a father whose son hates him – it is not to be discussed. Shove the pain down below, into a clenched ball the size of a fist within the stomach and stop being such a pussy.
Fortuitous broken sailors surging
Instead they acquiesced, petty against I was privy to thoughts and batteries lining my walls like orchestrated canvases of sadistic, apocalyptic mirth. But this weed will give me something to do. It makes the studying better anyway, for high school is agonizing. All I do is study, all day long about things that I could care less about and that I won’t remember in 5 years anyway. Why do they do that? Why are things the way they are when things don’t make any sense while they’re like that?
Six peasants wrap themselves around
You can tell a lot about a person by checking out their dog. My dog sucks, not going to lie. The bastard is fat, ugly, and his eyes sag and are bloodshot with deep sadness, but I don’t think that’s my fault. He’s my dad’s dog, a police dog. How much fun could that be? Dogs take on everybody else’s energy, the energy of their masters – mostly the stuff that he or she doesn’t want to look at – that’s the dog’s job. That’s why they’re called dogs, the opposite of gods, because they pick up on everybody else’s shit. You need to kick something when you’re down? Kick the dog. I’m the dog, too. If we didn’t have another one I’d be walking on all fours.
Bon voyage to simple things!
This stuff tastes a lot stronger than normal – not like earth, like chemicals. Botts says it’s laced. Thanks for telling us that, asshole. I have to go home in an hour. But mom is asleep and dad is working, so it’s no big deal. Just let the high sink in. Relax. Smoke a butt, listen to some music and laugh. Just laugh everything away. That’s all we do is laugh. This kid looks a lot like Bill. Shit. That’s Bill. Don’t go toward the highway you idiot.
I am the leopard soaked in ionized whiskey. I am vermouth seething from a hallowed assailant who cries drearily in the night. I am a fornicating madman on the loose, and there is naught who can impose his will on me. I subjugate myself before the altar of impetuous rioting, for I am the deity of callous indignation.
How I wish he loved me.
Just one fleeting glance,
But privy be, not on this night, And run across that highway you worthless, ugly son! No. Bill. Don’t. Please. What’s he doing? Christ...
Follow me on thy feet, you whelp,
The officer’s son ran across the budding, burning highway as his father pursued with relentless passion, a quarter of such sentiment resting on genuine concern for his yolk, the remainder on the reputation in question, the one he’d built over years working hard for the community at large. 666
His funeral is next Thursday,
For they were both smashed to bits by the teeth of speeding cars,
‘Cause life, it n’er have meaning,
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Corporal FinnP. Keith Boran
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When she awoke again, she tried to move. Reaching for the railing along the bed, she felt her hand clasp tightly around metal; she tried to shift her weight and failed. With her left eye, she tried to sneak a peek, but was unable to locate her left arm. She moved it slowly, hoping to bring it into view, enabling her to survey the damage, to see what had become of her appendage. Feeling it in sight, Finn looked, and found only ceiling and bright lights before her. “Where’s my arm,” she whispered, before the pain kicked in and forced her out again.
Finn awoke again later, and managed to lift her head slightly. She saw a man in a white coat; he held an X-ray to the light, using his free hand to point something out to an older colleague beside him. “Have you ever seen a case like this,” he whispered. “No,” the older doctor answered, “I’ve never seen a tumor like this before; it’s a wonder she’s alive at all.”
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The Kind of Mother that Believed in EvolutionBrittany ClarkCharlotte Johnson was the kind of mother that believed in evolution. Not the scientific kind, but the social kind. The day she became this kind of mother can be pinpointed down to her first daughter’s thirteenth birthday when she came downstairs and claimed she wanted all black clothing. Charlotte read parenting books of all kinds. She read books that said anything against “normality” was evil, and she read books that claimed the reason we have no revolutionary thinkers in our society is because we are all so suppressed. She wasn’t quite sure which she believed until this moment, and this moment was the moment she decided she would be the kind of mother who evolved with her daughter. She called it Evolutionary Parenting, and she even wrote a book on it, detailing (or embellishing) her own experiences to fit the range of every other parent out there. Charlotte Johnson had a knack for bullshitting. The book became a bestseller after a year. They called her the Revolutionary, Evolutionary Parent, and there were T-shirts, a sitcom show, and, per Charlotte’s urging, action figures. Charlotte Johnson got pregnant in order to get more material. Then she got pregnant again. When her husband left her, claiming fame ruined their marriage, she bought sperm online and got pregnant again. There were always new things to learn with each child. There was always different material and more ways to evolve. That is, until Charlotte’s eggs ran out and people suddenly found her work incredible and not based on fact. She kicked off a new series entitled Evolutionary Grand-parenting, but it was beat out by a new revolutionary thinker who looked at parenting as an algebraic equation: Quadratic Parenting. When asked in her last interview if she planned on pursuing more research, Charlotte responded, “I’ve done all I can do for my art. I’ve sacrificed my body and my life for the rest of you. Now it’s time for myself.”
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Show Me Some TeethMichael Gruber
My name is Jack Euster, and I have never been this nervous in my entire life. I’m certain because I’ve never seen this face that appears in the mirror as I shut the medicine cabinet. This face has soft, dark patches beneath eyes in need of sleep. This face has creases that don’t disappear, even after I stretch it out. This face is pale and hollow from lack of appetite. This face has too many gray hairs in its unkempt scruff. This face is hyperventilating and terrified, even when nothing in particular is wrong.
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American Gothic (#1)Kenneth DiMaggio
Barefoot
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HemingwayChad GrantAutumn wove furious looms of blistering heat upon Los Angeles. The days were too unbearable for sweaters, and I was down and out as autumn pulled the wool over my eyes. Work went to the beautiful and was very hard to come by, so were the women, my girlfriend of a year left me high and dry, but so are the perils of being a young adult. Our relationship was fickle, no seriousness, simply sex, a loft, and a terrier in the heart of the city. Somehow I managed to scrape by. Hemingway, our dog, was in heat humping at anything he could find. We were both at a loss, weary, destroyed but not defeated; losing the rat race of youth, love, and the opposite sex. The days gradually cooled, and winter rolled around. I managed to spot a gig at a bookstore, sparking up a conversation with a customer reading Hemingway, but it was to no avail, a modern day Jake Barnes, humping the system with a minimum wage job, on a rainy afternoon day. |
The Initiation of a WolfShaun Horton
The mirror reflected what a mess he was. One eye black and bruised, swollen to the point it was starting to block his vision. Both of his lips bled slowly through several cracks and he felt one of his front teeth, finding it was loose. He tilted his head to the side a little and nodded to himself, agreeing that his nose was cocked to one side more than usual as well. All he could do was sigh at his reflection though; this wasn’t the first time Landon had been beaten up and mugged on his way home from work. It was probably the same punks who had done it the month previously.
The hospital seemed busier then usual and it took them a good twenty minutes to get to him. The cartilage of his nose had been twisted some, which was why it was a little crooked, but a little coaxing put it back in short order. A nasal strip over the bridge of his nose was to keep the passages open to spite the swelling and they wrapped up his bitten hand after applying an anti-septic. He gave them his insurance information and went out to the bus stop.
The next couple weeks passed more or less uneventfully. The swelling and cuts on his face healed. The skin on his hand had healed over as well, although it also still throbbed on occasion. He started taking different routes home at night, although the inconvenience irritated him. He still worried too, since it was hard to know what streets were safe and which ones weren’t on any particular night.
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Omega Delta
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Janet Kuypers Bio
Janet Kuypers has a Communications degree in News/Editorial Journalism (starting in computer science engineering studies) from the UIUC. She had the equivalent of a minor in photography and specialized in creative writing. A portrait photographer for years in the early 1990s, she was also an acquaintance rape workshop facilitator, and she started her publishing career as an editor of two literary magazines. Later she was an art director, webmaster and photographer for a few magazines for a publishing company in Chicago, and this Journalism major was even the final featured poetry performer of 15 poets with a 10 minute feature at the 2006 Society of Professional Journalism Expo’s Chicago Poetry Showcase. This certified minister was even the officiant of a wedding in 2006. |
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