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See YouTube video 2/12/16 of Janet Kuypers reading her 2 poems w/ John on guitar, eyes and jihadists and astrophysics, and then her poem Vanishing Scars at the Poetry Plus open mic at Cianfrani’s on the Square in Georgetown TX (from a Canon Power Shot camera; posted on Facebook, Twitter, Linkedin, Pinterest, Instagram, and Tumblr). #janetkuypers #janetkuyperspoetry

See YouTube video 2/12/16 of Janet Kuypers reading her 2 poems w/ John on guitar, eyes and jihadists and astrophysics, and then her poem Vanishing Scars at the Poetry Plus open mic at Cianfrani’s on the Square in Georgetown TX (from a Nikon Coolpix S7000 camera; posted on Facebook, Twitter, Linkedin, Pinterest, Instagram, and Tumblr). #janetkuypers #janetkuyperspoetry

See YouTube video 10/1/16 of the poem by Janet Kuypers “Vanishing Scars” at the “Expressions 2016: the Metaphor of Costumes” open mic Janet hosted at the Bahá’í Faith Center in Austin TX (video filmed from a Sony camera).

See YouTube video 10/1/16 of the poem by Janet Kuypers “Vanishing Scars” at the “Expressions 2016: the Metaphor of Costumes” open mic Janet hosted at the Bahá’í Faith Center in Austin TX (from a Canon Power Shot camera).

See YouTube video of the intro to the Janet Kuypers 3/1/17 poetry Book Release & Book Reading at Austin’s Half Price Books, with the beginning of her poem “Vanishing Scars” (filmed from a Canon Power Shot SX700 camera).

See YouTube video of the intro to the Janet Kuypers 3/1/17 poetry Book Release & Book Reading at Austin’s Half Price Books, with the beginning of her poem “Vanishing Scars” (filmed from a Canon Power Shot SX700 camera, then given a Cinematic Overlay).

See YouTube video of the intro to the Janet Kuypers 3/1/17 poetry Book Release & Book Reading at Austin’s Half Price Books, with the beginning of her poem “Vanishing Scars” (filmed from a Canon Power Shot SX700 camera, then given an Edge Detection filter).

See YouTube video of the intro to the Janet Kuypers 3/1/17 poetry Book Release & Book Reading at Austin’s Half Price Books, with the beginning of her poem “Vanishing Scars” (filmed from a Canon Power Shot SX700 camera, then given a Posterize filter).

See YouTube video of the intro to the Janet Kuypers 3/1/17 poetry Book Release & Book Reading at Austin’s Half Price Books, with the beginning of her poem “Vanishing Scars” (filmed from a Canon Power Shot SX700 camera, then given a Sepia Tone filter).

See YouTube video of the intro to the Janet Kuypers 3/1/17 poetry Book Release & Book Reading at Austin’s Half Price Books, with the beginning of her poem “Vanishing Scars” (filmed from a Canon Power Shot SX700 camera, then given a Threshold filter).

View or download the free PDF chapbook Book Release & Book Reading with “Smelling Sulphur on Nine One One”, “newspaper ink’s the blood of a dying species”, “Quieted Soul”, “Pluto, Plutonium & Death”, “Vanishing Scars”, “Fuming in the Morning”, “X-rays and Broken Hearts”,, “Koi Ponds and Concrete”, “of independence or freedom”, “8 ball answers all”, “violent affair”, “holding my skin together”, “one summer traveled”, “Each Half is the Enemy”, “explaining what condoms are for”, and “Jumping from the Skyline to the Clouds”.

See YouTube video of Janet Kuypers’ June 2017 Book Release Reading 6/7/17, where she read Down in the Dirt’s book “Study in Black” poems “One and Six” “feel”, “eventually” and “Translation”, then cc&d’s book “Things Found in Books” poems “Oxygen to Flame the Fire”, “Fuming in the Morning” & “Vanishing Scars” for “Community Poetry” @ Austin’s Half Price Books (video filmed from a Panasonic Lumix camera; on Facebook, Twitter, Linkedin, Pinterest, Instagram, and Tumblr). #janetkuyperspoetry #janetkuypersbookreading

See YouTube video of Janet Kuypers’ June 2017 Book Release Reading 6/7/17, where she read Down in the Dirt’s book “Study in Black” poems “One and Six” “feel”, “eventually” and “Translation”, then cc&d’s book “Things Found in Books” poems “Oxygen to Flame the Fire”, “Fuming in the Morning” & “Vanishing Scars” for “Community Poetry” @ Austin’s Half Price Books (video from a Sony camera; on Facebook, Twitter, Linkedin, Pinterest, Instagram, and Tumblr). #janetkuypers #janetkuyperspoetry

See YouTube video 8/5/17 (L) of Janet Kuypers reading her poem “Vanishing Scars” from her book “(pheromemes) 2015-2017 poems” after her poetry show “Finding Peace”.

See YouTube video 8/5/17 (S) of Janet Kuypers reading her poem “Vanishing Scars” from her book “(pheromemes) 2015-2017 poems” after her poetry show “Finding Peace”.

See YouTube video of Chicago poet Janet Kuypers reading her poems “Vanishing Scars” from her book “(pheromemes) 2015-2017 poems”, when her poem “Scars 1997” from her poetry performance art book “Chapter 38 v2”, then her new poem “Metamorphosis” live 1/26/18 at Georgetown’s “Poetry Aloud” open mic (video from a Panasonic Lumix 2500 camera).

See YouTube video of Chicago poet Janet Kuypers reading her poems “Vanishing Scars” from her book “(pheromemes) 2015-2017 poems”, when her poem “Scars 1997” from her poetry performance art book “Chapter 38 v2”, then her new poem “Metamorphosis” live 1/26/18 at Georgetown’s “Poetry Aloud” open mic (video from a Panasonic Lumix T56 camera).

See YouTube video of Janet Kuypers reading her poem “Vanishing Scars” for William Stafford and to highlight her book “(pheromemes) 2015-2017 poems”, then her poem “Dance Among the Ashes” from her 2019 book “(pheromones) haiku, Instagram, Twitter, and poetry”, then her new poem “Española Lore”, live 1/26/20 at Georgetown’s “Poetry Aloud” (Panasonic Lumix T56 camera; on Facebook, Twitter, Pinterest, Instagram and Tumblr).

See YouTube video of Janet Kuypers reading her poem “Vanishing Scars” for William Stafford and to highlight her book “(pheromemes) 2015-2017 poems”, then her poem “Dance Among the Ashes” from her 2019 book “(pheromones) haiku, Instagram, Twitter, and poetry”, then her new poem “Española Lore”, live 1/26/20 at Georgetown’s “Poetry Aloud” (Panasonic Lumix 2500 camera; on Facebook, Twitter, Pinterest, Instagram and Tumblr).

See a YouTube video of Janet Kuypers reading her poem “Vanishing Scars” from the cyberwit.net 137-page 5½" x 8½" Janet Kuypers book “Eternal Never Ending Now” at Johnny Carino’s for “The Café Gallery 3/10/21 Book Reading” in The Café Gallery Book Reading series 2020+ (this video was filmed from a Panasonic Lumix 2500 camera, and posted on Facebook, Twitter, Linkedin, Pinterest, Instagram, and Tumblr).  #janetkuypers #janetkuyperspoetry #janetkuypersbookreading #janetkuypersthecafegallery

See a Facebook live video stream of Janet Kuypers reading her poem “Vanishing Scars” from the cyberwit.net 137-page 5½" x 8½" Janet Kuypers book “Eternal Never Ending Now” at Johnny Carino’s for “The Café Gallery 3/10/21 Book Reading” in The Café Gallery Book Reading series 2020+ (this video was filmed and streamed from a Samsung S9 camera).   #janetkuypers   #janetkuyperspoetry   #janetkuypersbookreading #janetkuypersthecafegallery

Vanishing Scars Janet Kuypers 2/9/16 “They tell you how it was... and how it happened again and again. They tell the slant life takes when it turns and slashes your face as a friend.”             — William Stafford, from “Scars” Any wound is real, he says, and yes, it’s true, I know it.* For the faces of promise are also the places the scars will be. Yes, bright-eyed children, this is the battle you have to look forward to. Brace yourself, if you know how. It might hurt less then. For once we are grown we are all too aware of past tortures and traumas, they leave physical and emotional scars we wear like badges, while knowing these scars scar us. Hide the marks from your face, your stomach from when you were hospitalized against your will for months. Hide the bruises around your neck as you leave the country to escape the man who once claimed he loved you. Force yourself to forget the disappointing diatribes your disappointment of a father gave you, while you struggle to be stronger than him, despite him. If you internalize some scars, turn them around, then watch your helplessness transform to rage, then to solace and insight to help others recover from their own physical and sexual traumas. They say that time heals all wounds, and you wish for the scars to vanish; your brutish, broodish demeanor is a blemish                     you wish would perish — but wait a minute, search for that scar on the cleft of your chin from when you scratched when you had the Chickenpox. You would swear that scar was there, but where did it go. Then you turn to the one you love. They tell you they’ve never seen the scars. That you’ve always been a bright white beam of light, almost too blinding for anyone to fully take in, which is why you can never be fully understood... And this is all they think when they see you, and all they can say is I love you. And maybe that is the treatment for the traumas... and the scars to hard to handle. Any wound is real, for scars too hard to handle. And any wound is real, as long as you give it the power to take over your soul and fester into a fiendish demon. So just remember that despite those vanishing scars that are now too taxing to tally, despite those battle scars... you are a blinding light that no one, thankfully, will ever fully understand.   Italicized portion of this poem are quotes     from the William Stafford poem “Scars”. * line toward he end of the Ai poem     “The Good Shepherd: Atlanta, 1981.”

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